I'm a mix. Our timing was great but that means sh*t. I've been taking B6, Vitex and just started pro cream so I am hoping that my LP is longer than 7 days. The stupid optimist that hides in my heart is secretly hoping for a BFP. The realist that I am knows that optimist is full of poop.
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I'm in the just okay category, I think. I'm excited on the one hand to think about TTC again, but on the other, I feel like I need to face up to my depressiony-like issues before we do that. Hope I get off my butt and do that soon.
Missed m/c 11.09 | Missed m/c 3.10 | We miss you & love you so.
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I am feeling tired and impatient. TWW always kicks my butt emotionally.
05/2009 ectopic pregnancy #1
09/2009 miscarriage
12/2009 ectopic pregnancy #2
03/2010 HSG, tubes clear with exception of adhesion on right tube from surgery, "diseased right tube"
03/2010 BFN
04/2010 Last and final attempt before tube removal and/or IVF
02/19/2011 Gave birth to a beautiful baby boy, 3 weeks early but perfectly healthy!
it's really sad how much a temp can affect my mood. my temp stayed low again today...making it seem like i didn't O...or at least, keeping me from confirming it. if my temp hadbeen up today i don't think i would be as sad and down today...sighs...
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I've been TTA since the loss, but AF is due next week and we can TTC after that, so I'm excited to get started, but I know me, and I'm afraid I will get OCD with it, so I'm trying to stay calm!
Last week I was stressed about traveling so here we are..haven't Oed yet and CD19..ugh...however, we had lots of BD in so hopefully we'll time it right and catch it no matter how late it happens..Seriously..just sick of stressing about it all
Like I have multiple personality disorder. One second, I really hope I got pregnant this cycle. THe next, I'm hoping to god I'm not. The next, I'm deciding I never want kids anyway. The next, I'm thinking how depressing it will be to never have kids.
Yep, my name is Colinda. And my alternate personalities are Susie, Debbie and Viola.
Like I have multiple personality disorder. One second, I really hope I got pregnant this cycle. THe next, I'm hoping to god I'm not. The next, I'm deciding I never want kids anyway. The next, I'm thinking how depressing it will be to never have kids.
Yep, my name is Colinda. And my alternate personalities are Susie, Debbie and Viola.
Re: CPW: TTC
Missed m/c 11.09 | Missed m/c 3.10 | We miss you & love you so.
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Formerly toddandjulie
natural mc @ 10w4d 3/7/10
DS2 born 9/13/12
I'm pretty heartbroken over it.
I know I shouldn't be, and that there is still time/hope for O, but I don't see it happening.
i'm totally with ya. sighs...
Like I have multiple personality disorder. One second, I really hope I got pregnant this cycle. THe next, I'm hoping to god I'm not. The next, I'm deciding I never want kids anyway. The next, I'm thinking how depressing it will be to never have kids.
Yep, my name is Colinda. And my alternate personalities are Susie, Debbie and Viola.
This is me too. Ugh.
BFP # 1 - 12/19/09 EDD 08/27/10 - D&C 1/26/10 @ 9w5d
BFP # 2 - 06/05/10 EDD 02/17/11, DS1 born on 2/14/11
BFP # 3 - 04/10/13 EDD 12/21/13 - D&C 05/15/13 @ 8w4d
BFP # 4 - 07/27/13 EDD 04/08/14 - CP 07/29/13
BFP # 5 - 09/14/13 EDD 05/28/14, DS2 born on 5/22/14
Ditto. C'mon May 13th!