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Infertility
I'm having a really hard time
I made it through the work day, but just barely. And I came home and fell apart. I don't know how to get through this. I don't know how to keep trying. We've transferred a total of 13 embryos over 5 IVFs and all we've gotten is more and more heartache. I just don't know where to go from here. Nobody can explain why this keeps happening. I'm lost and broken and I don't know what to do. I just want to be a mom.
TTC with unexplained IF since 8/2007
6 losses, one beautiful perfect boy in our arms
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Re: I'm having a really hard time
Diagnosed PCOS & MFI-Success with IUI
7lbs 13oz 20 inches long
TTC since August 2008
IVF#1: BFFN; IVF#2: BFN; FET with new RE: BFN
IVF#3: ER 1/15; ET 1/20; Beta#1 1/29: 339!
Twins girls born via c/s at 37w/3d!!
"Let it go, this too shall pass."
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I am so, so sorry that you are going through this hon. My heart is breaking for you. I wish there was something I could say to make it better.
You're in my T&Ps.
Sending tons of (((((hugehugs))))).
Unexplained Infertility
After two Clomid cycles, three injectable IUI cycles, two IVFs, two miscarriages, and one lap surgery, IVF #2 has brought us our little boy!
TTC #2
After months of being postponed or cancelled, FET #1.3 (Natural FET) brought us twin girls!
C/P- at 6 weeks
5 IUI's= BFN
Dx: Endo stage 1 : evevated FSH (11.3)
IVF#1: 3dt 2 8 cell, grade 1 embyos :bfn
*(P)SAIFW*
~A lotus springs from mud~ Chinese proverb
Oh hon, I'm so sorry...kudos for making it through the day at least, hopefully work is a little bit of a distraction. Your post makes me especially sad because we're at about the same spot and don't know what to do or how much more heartache we can bear. It's an awful place to be. ((hugs)) let me know if you ever need to talk or if I can do anything for you.
btw...I replied to your PM from the other day.
I am so sorry Kiki, I wish I had answers. Please know you and DH are in my prayers.
You will be a mom, I promise.
Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)
It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
I'm so sorry Kiki. I am keeping you and your husband in my thoughts.
TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs
Oh honey, I just want to wrap my arms around you and hold you and cry with you. I'm so sorry you're going through this and I wish that you had answers as to why this keeps happening to you. This is so not fair and I'm so sorry.
Keeping you close to my heart and in my thoughts. Sending you lots of hugs.
12/99 - Miscarriage at 12w - 6/08 - BFP - Miscarriage at 8w, 9/08 - BFP - Miscarriage at 8w2d, 12/08 - Found out I am a carrier of a Balanced Translocation between Chromosomes 8 & 16, 8/2010 - DE IVF = FAIL. 12/18/10 - Surprise BFP! Awaiting our Sticky Miracle! 12/20 - Beta #1-1208 * 12/27 Beta #2 - 6002 1/3/11 Beta #3 - 17,146. Beautiful little heart beating away! Stick little one, stick!
♥ Brielle Skye born August 17th, 2011 ♥
TTC since 2007
6 IUIs, 3 IVFs, and 2 m/c :< PCOS, Blood Clotting Disorder & MFI
IVF #2 Aug 2011 is a BFN:<
IVF #3 March 2012 is a BFN
Not sure what to do now. Sad and lost.
My blog: Making Me Mom
You are in my thoughts hon, and I am sending you lots of hugs.
I wish this wasn't happening, I hope you do reach your goal of becoming a mom. ((hugs))
I am so sorry you are going through this. ((HUGS))
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers
i'm so very sorry for all that you've gone through and your loss. i have been through 5 unsuccessful IVFs, so i have a good idea what you are going through. although, i believe my inability to have success w/ IVF was due to my older age and i don't think that's the case for you.
the only thing i would do in your shoes is consider going out of town to a top clinic, if that's an option for you.
again i'm so so very sorry for your losses. sending you major (((HUGS))). you are one brave and special lady and i wish you the best.
Early loss 10/08
Lap 1/09
IVF #1 "natural IVF" - 1 egg retrieved, missed m/c
Tried several mini-stim cycles with no response
Switched clinics - dx'd as carrier for Fragile X
IVF #2 MDL protocol Jan/Feb converted to IUI, BFN
IVF #2 take 2: Antagonist, one embie, BFN
IVF #3: Antagonist, no fertilization
One last ditch effort at OE IVF (antagonist with Clomid) cancelled
DE cycle #1 Jan/Feb 2011, BFP, ectopic
DE cycle #2 June/July 2011 - BFP
10/28/11 Baby girl lost at 17 weeks due to pre-term labor. We love and miss you.
DE cycle #3 June/July 2012 - BFP, twins, both heartbeats stopped, D&C
2 frosties but don't know what's next
FET Dec 2012: BFP! Praying this one sticks for the long haul!
After two losses, third time was a charm.
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