Not good news.......

I<3MYHUSBAND · February 2010

I just got back from the Dr., and they had a hard time finding a heartbeat and said the baby had not developed to where it should be. However they brought in another Dr. for a second opinion and he said that he thought he saw a flicker, but then nothing could be picked up on the doppler. So I have to go back in 30 mins. and have a different level ultrasound done for them to decide that it is a non-developing pregnancy.

I don't know what to think, or feel. I am sad and angry. I feel like we have been through so much *** in the last 3 years, I REALLY wanted this to turn the tide. Instead it is another thing that I am loosing. I just wish I could wish it back to the heartbeat being there and everything being ok.

I am really really trying to focus on what I DO have, but it is SO hard in this moment.

susan_m · February 2010

(((HUGS)))

serendipityRox · February 2010

I'm so sorry you're going through this M. I hope that when you go back in everything is okay. Big hugs!!!

caseyleigh77 · February 2010

So sorry! Big prayers and positive thoughts heading your way!

Meritage · February 2010

:-( Hugs and prayers! I still have hope for this baby.

Mrs_Shmoopie · February 2010

{{{{HUGS}}}}, M.

quesarah · February 2010

I am sending lots of dust your way and hope they find something!!

murphysmom · February 2010

I'm so sorry this is happening. I am still holding onto hope for this little peanut. Tons of good thoughts coming your way, please keep us posted. Hugs

mrscerruti2be · February 2010

Thinking of you. Wish I had words of comfort for you.

roxyttandme · February 2010

I am so sorry you are going through this. I will say a little prayer for you. Either way... we are here for you...

(((hugs)))

T&P

teambaumer · February 2010

Big Hug M!!! I hope the ultrasound has better news.

green*eyes · February 2010

Thinking of you and sending (((hugs)))

painter's_palate · February 2010

Thinking positive thoughts for you...HUGS

SeasonalCook · February 2010

I'm so sorry. Thinking of you!

tmp-351858625009089 · February 2010

Sending loads of dust to you. Big, big hugs!!

monticellobride · February 2010

Thinking of you and sending you many hugs and good thoughts.

mcunningham · February 2010

i am thinking positively for you and praying there will be heartbeat!!!

MelNDan05 · February 2010

Oh, M...I am praying for you. I'm sorry that you are having to go through this. Big huge hugs and prayers.

shnelly · February 2010

Big hugs & thinking lots and lots of positive thoughts for you.

kristy_lynn_is_fun · February 2010

I haven't been on in forever, I saw this and really wanted to say, I really wish a restful and peaceful weekend for you.

Hugs.

LV2006 · February 2010

I am so, so sorry. I know all too well how much it hurts. I am wishing you peace and healing and wishing there was something I could do to help other than just sending a big hug.