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we lost our dear kylie

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  • I am so sorry for your loss...Wilted Flower
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  • I'm so sorry, I can't begin to imagine what you must be going through.  You, all of your babies, and your family will be in my prayers. 
  • This is so horrible.  I am so very, very sorry. ((HUGS))
  • I am so sorry.  My heart is absolutely breaking reading this.  You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. 
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    ME: 39 IS FINE!!!  DOR and poor AMH/FSH/LH
    IVF/ICSI/PESA #1 Beta 1 373 Beta 2 1783 BOY/GIRL TWINS!! Born April 2010!!
    Natural FET 5/26/12 2 blasts Beta 1 207 Beta 2 513 Beta 3 1377 U/S 6/28 Pregnancy not viable d & c scheduled :( 
    IVF/ICSI/PESA #2 ER 11/15/12 Nothing to transfer :( 
    IVF/ICSI #3 April 2013 MDLF 3dt of 3 embryos, chemical :(  
    IVF #4/ICSI/MESA/CCS/FET EPP April 2015
    ODWU CCRM with Dr. Sch COMPLETE!!!! Put on acai supplement they are studying for DOR and embryo quality.
    DAY 3 Labs Drawn 2/26 put on vitamin D and calcium supplements
    Regroup and Protocol Reveal 3/04 "Bazooka Protocol" EPP with MDLF "Protocol 6 with patches"
    ER/MESA 4/10 ER 9 eggs retrieved MESA success found live swimmers :)
    Fertilization Report 6 eggs mature and ICSI'd 4 eggs fertilized normally
    Day 6 Report to Blast for CCS 4/16: 2 DAY 5 BLASTS BIOPSIED FOR CCS a 4AB and a 3AB!!!!
    CCS Results BOTH BLASTS CCS NORMAL!!!!!!  call on 4/24
    Regroup call to discuss CCS results and FET call on 5/20
    FET prep: CD 1 6/08 CD 3 Start BCP 6/10, HSG 6/12 Lupron Start 10 iu 6/17 End BCP 6/21 CD 1 6/23!!!
    Start vivelle patches 6/25 change e/o/d reduce Lupron to 5iu 6/25 Blood Draw 7/01, 7/08, 7/15, 7/19
    Increase vivelle patches 7/03 2 change e/o/d and 7/05 change e/o/d 3 and 7/07 4 change e/o/d add vaginal estrace 2x a day
    Lining Check/Blood Draw 7/08 and 7/15 End Lupron 7/18  Start PIO 1ml daily 7/18  Blood  Draw 7/19
    Flight to clinic 7/22
    FET 2 CCS BLASTS :):)  7/23 :):) YES YES both thawed and both fully expanded :):)
    7/26 :):) 3dp5dt PM very very faint positive FRER
    7/27: 4dp5dt Neg Digi AM but very very faint positive FRER PM POSITIVE DIGI CLEARBLUE PREGNANT 1-2 :):) 
    7/31:8dp5dt AM POSITIVE DIGI CLEARBLUE PREGNANT 2-3!!!! :):) 
    Beta 1 8/01= 408!!!!!!!!!! at 9dp5dt FET
    Beta 2 8/03 = 1014!!!!!!!!!! at 11dp5dt FET
    8/05/2015 AM POSITIVE DIGI CLEARBLUE PREGNANT 3+!!!! :):) 
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  • I'm so sorry for your loss.  You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
  • I am so sorry for your loss.  I can't imagine what you are going through.
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  • I am so sorry.  I can't imagine the pain.  My deepest sympathy for you and your family.

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  • I'm so very, very sorry for your loss. My prayers are with you and your family.
  • Oh my goodness sweetie, I am so, so sorry for your loss.  I can't imagine what you & your family are going through.  Please know that you'll be in a lot of people's prayers. 

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  • I am so sorry. I will pray for your family.
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  • I am so sorry for your loss.
  • I am so sorry for your loss!!! (((hugs)))
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  • I'm so very, very sorry.  I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through, but please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

  • I am so very sorry.  I can only imagine how heartbroken and devastated you are.  I hope that you are surrounded by supportive friends and family and that you granted the strength you need to get through this difficult time. 
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  • I can't imagine the pain of your loss.  I am praying for you and your whole family.
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  • I am so incredibly sorry.

    Our daughter was nearly 3 when we lost our son at exactly 10 weeks to SIDS.  It has been the hardest journey I have ever been forced to endure.  

    Matthew passed away 2 years, 3 months and 2 weeks ago and while life has not gotten "better" we have come to terms with this unfortunate and unfair path we're on.  We are all different than before we lost him, not necessarily bad, but definatly different. 

    There are some REALLY good books, my favorite one was  The SIDS Survival Guide: Information and Comfort for Grieving Family and Friends and Professionals Who Seek to Help Them

    I strongly recommend it.  Kaitlyn also received a grief kit from friends and family that I think really helped her.  https://www.kidscopewithgrief.com/kit-2.html 

    We still talk about Matthew often, go to the cemetery every Sunday and keep his spirit alive in our house.  We have a memorial garden for him in the backyard, and I have a necklace that I wear everyday with his picture engraved on it.  We march for the march of dimes every year and we try to bring as much positive as possible out of his too short life.  It is NOT easy and I wish no one ever had to endure this.  It just isn't fair :(

     Lean on family and friends.  Take time to yourself, expect you and your husband to grieve differently, and it's entirely ok to take medication to help you sleep.  That was the hardest for me.

    Please, please, please feel free to email me anytime (amazingmillerfamily@yahoo.com)

    Lots and lots of thoughts and prayers.

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  • I'm so sorry for your loss. You will be in my thoughts.
  • I am so, so terribly sorry for your loss.
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  • There are no words.....I am so sorry.
  • I am so so deeply sorry for your loss. It is something no one should ever have to experience. Your family will be in our thoughts and prayers.
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  • there are no words for how sorry i am.  Kylie will always live in your heart.
  • i am thinking and praying for your family
  • I am so sorry for your loss, you and your family are in my thoughts.
  • I am so sorry for your loss.  :(  Keeping you and your family in my prayers.
  • ((hugs)) I am so, so very sorry for your loss.  My friends nephew passed from SIDS last March, at 10 weeks old.  I know that my friend, her sister and the rest of her family are still hurting.  Her other nephew who I think was 4 at the time, would ask about his brother.  i think they got him a book that kind of explains that his brother is an angel now. 

    ((huge hugs))  You and your family will be in my T&P's

    m/c April '08
    DD#1 born June '09
    DD#2 born April '11
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  • I am heartbroken for you.  My deepest sympathies.
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  • I'm so very sorry for your loss.  No mother should ever have to feel the pain of losing a child.  My thoughts and prayers are with you.
  • I'm so so sorry for your loss. There are no words.
  • I saw your post, and just wanted to tell you how sorry I am for your loss.

    I only had one, but I lost her at 4 months to SIDS.  I want to tell you that the pain does get easier to deal with.  I'm just so sorry you're going through this.  ((HUGS))

  • I'm so sorry.
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  • Oh sweetie, I heard about this from Jaime on the HI board........I am just so, so sorry. I wish I had words to tell you how heartbroken I am for you. I wish there was something I could do. Huge hugs, and please know you're in my thoughts and prayers.
  • I am so very sorry for the loss of your dear Kylie. You are your family will be in my thoughts.
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  • I am so very very sorry for the loss of your sweet little girl. My heart is breaking for you right now...I can't even imagine the pain that your family is experiencing. Good friends of ours lost their little girl earlier this year to SIDS. Its such an awful thing. They were able to find a local support group for parents who had lost children due to SIDS. I will be praying for you and your family.
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  • I am so sorry about your loss. Sending my thoughts and prayers to your family.
  • I am so incredibly sorry for the loss of your beautiful baby girl. My heart hurts for you and your family. Please know you're in the thoughts and hearts of many.
  • So very sorry.  I can't imagine what you and your family are going through. My thoughts are with you all.

  • I'm so sorry. Sending thoughts and prayers to you and your family. :(
  • My heart goes out to you and your family. I cannot offer any advice except for the words... You have two beautiful reasons to stay strong. My prayers are with you. ((((HUGS))))
  • I am so so so sorry for your loss.
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