TTC After a Loss

Sobbed like a flippin' baby during 90210

During the weekends, I watch past seasons of 90210 while cleaning and doing laundry.  It's my guilty pleasure.

Today's episode I KNOW better than to watch and normally I turn it rather quickly if I see it's on.  It's the episode where Dylan gets married and his wife is killed.

By the end I was in a full fledged pity party as the gang is sitting around the table saying "Life is fragile" and "Bad things happen to Good people."  It just isn't fair.  I shouldn't be TTC, I should have my two little ones (at least) running around still.  I shouldn't be having issues with having another baby.  I just don't get it.

and now, I'm better for the day.

*~*Mommy to*~*
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BFP#1 Kaitlyn 11-17-04
BFP #2 Matthew pPROM 23w5d 06-03-07, b/33 weeks 8-6-07, d/10-15-07 SIDS,
BFP #3 m/c 8 weeks 2/20/09, BFP #4 m/c no hb 6w4d, m/c 9w4d, D&C 11w2d, BFP #5 C/P 12/18/09 after BFP- 9dpo
BFP #6 Samantha- 11-9-10
BFP #7 4/20/12 21 DPO beta: 2382 29 DPO beta: 23000! HB 6w2d 116 bpm due Christmas day!
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Re: Sobbed like a flippin' baby during 90210

  • SadLeft HugRight Hug  You're right, it's not fair.  You deserve your babies.  We all do.  Go snuggle your LO, eat some ice cream, and know that your TTCAL ladies love you and know how you feel.
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  • Sorry hun, and you're right...life's not fair.  It just sucks sometimes.
    Connor Thomas 6/6/08. Discovered missed miscarriage at 17 wks 3 days, D&C 11/25/09. Please, please, please - BFP 5/21/11, EDD 2/1/11. Beta@12DPO=52, Beta@14DPO=158. U/S 7/7/11 shows strong baby measuring a couple days ahead!!! Pregnancy Ticker
  • I bawl through that episode every single time.....
    Miscarriage 10/25/2009 Lilypie Second Birthday tickers Lilypie Fourth Birthday tickers
  • I watched that episode today too!  It is realy sad.  Not as sad as the fact that I watch old episodes every day of my life. 

    I am sorry that it upset you. 

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