I can't believe I am writing this but it's over. We went for ultrasound this morning & there was no yolk sack or fetal pole. They drew a beta afterwards & I'm waiting to get those results to see where I go from here. I have an appointment at 1 to get an Rh shot since I am A-. I just feel so unbelievably sad and I don't know what to do. Thank you ladies for all of your support.
Re: It's Over...(preg mentioned)
5 REs + 3 surgical hysteroscopies for septum/lap + 3 failed IUIs
IVF w/ICSI/AH & acu = BFP!, unexplained spontaneous m/c @ 8w2d (our little girl),
FET w/acu = BFP!, B/G twins!, lost MP @19w, dx w/funneling cervix @20w,
twins nearly lost to IC @21w, saved by rescue cerclage, 17P & 16w of bedrest
Our twins born @36w4d via CS when A came foot first
Thankful for every day
PAIFW/SAIFW
DS1 born July 2002 (previous marriage).
TTC since Oct 08. DH Dx w/testicular cancer March 09.
MFI due to retrograde ejaculation/azoospermia.
5/2 IVF #1 cancelled due to large follie.
6/14 start Lupron for IVF #1.2. 6/22 start stims.
7/4 ER and Biopsy.
7/9 Transferred 2 (1-4BB and 1-3BB) embryos. 4 frosties.
7/15 +HPT 6dp5dt. 7/18 Beta #1: 193. 7/20 Beta #2: 415.
8/10 1st u/s - It's triplets!
Daycare is SO exhausting!
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TI, IUIs, IVF = c/ps and BFNs
Thank you IVF for our little miracles!!
Rachel-
I am so so very sorry. When you texted me this morning, this was certainly not what I was expecting and have just been full of tears at my desk ever since. I am so mad and upset, this just isn't fair.
Please know that I love you and am here for you if you want to talk, vent, cry, have lunch, dinner, whatever. You just let me know. (((hugs)))
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Oh no, I am so so sorry. This is just so shitty.
You and your DH are in my thoughts.
Oh no...I am soo sorry
((hugs))
Me - DX Hashimoto's Disease, Hypothyroid, Rheumatoid Arthritis
DH - DX Azoospermia - Sertoli Cell Syndrome
DS-IUI #1-4 BFN IVF #1 - BFP! It's a boy!!!
Oh Sweetie - I'm so so sorry. You're in my thoughts today.
(((HUGS)))
World_of_Dennifer
Bloomin'_Babies
Married/Nest_Bio
I am so sorry for your loss. I know all to well how you feel. its the hardest thing I ever had to go through. Please lean on your hubby, he will be your rock.
if you have any questions please feel free to page me or email me
arlpd@yahoo.com
big hugs to you.
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Our Sweet boy Luca Salvatore 10/6/10 & Our precious daughter, Arianna Regina 4/9/13
Oh Rachel, I am so very sorry.... If you need to talk or anything don't hesitate.
(((((HUGEHUGS)))))
I am soooooo very sorry to hear this. You are in my T&P! ((((HUGS)))))
Oh my goodness. I am so sorry to hear this.
(((HUGS)))
I am so, so sorry.
((HUGS))
Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles, It empties today of its strength. ~Corrie ten Boom
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher (thank you beadinglady)
It's been a long journey. TTC since 9/06. multiple IUI's and IVF's and 4 m/c's. IVF#3 = BFP, twins, induced at 34w6d due to baby b passing away (no explanation). Delivered on 35w1d, Baby A - baby girl, and Baby B - baby boy, our little angel.
MTHFR A1298C & C677T, Immune Issues and Factor II
2 years, 2 surgeries, 2 clomid fails, 2 IUIs, 1 loss, IVF #1 - 10/25/10 = BFP!, DS is now 3.5yrs!
TTC #2 - 6/12 surgery #3, FET #1 & 1.2 = BFN, 12/2012 FET #2 = BFP! DD is 1.5 yrs!
Surprise! 12/16/14 BFP, loss #2 12/31/14
I can't wait for the "im getting a divorce" post in 5 years or so because your husbands were fed up with your disgusting chair asses from playing on the knot all day and getting fired 4-5 times for not doing any work. you guys are all winners!! ~ Laur929
I am so sorry that you have to go thru this. ((((HUGS))))
I went thru the same thing back in August and I know exactly how you are feeling.