sometimes I feel like I have faded into the abyss and all anyone cares about is my baby. I'm not an AW, but my DH has never been very affectionate (I am the opposite) and now that he's more preoccupied with the baby, I find myself longing for hugs and affirmations. My mom is the same way, except she used to be very affectionate with me and now she just forgets to hug me even when she greets me. It's weird.
So now that things are like this (along with some other reasons), I'm feeling indifferent toward my mom and DH. My mom tried to initiate discussion about it on the phone last night and then hung up on me because she got mad. She basically wanted to tell me that I'm treating her badly and didn't want to hear how I'm feeling. I honestly didn't want to speak with her about it without sorting out my feelings in counseling first because I really don't want to hurt her feelings. I'm so frustrated! I've called to make an appointment with my counselor but I'm sure he's off for the holidays and I'm dying for him to call me back. Anyone else feel like this?