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Time For A GP Vacation

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AF arrived 3 hours after my blood was drawn and the phone call came around noon.  Thank you everyone for all of your support and prayers, but obviously it's just not my time yet.  I feel angry, defeated, exhausted and quite frankly it is getting harder and harder to celebrate everyone else's good news.  I have decided to make IF my home baord for the time being.  You wouldn't want me around anyway since every last rainbow and puppy has been drained from me.  Best of luck to you all and happy new year.
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  • MSC03MSC03 member
    Aww, july... I'm so sorry. We were really rooting for you (and will continue to!)  ((HUGS))
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  • jtenebackjteneback member
    I'm sorry, July. Best of luck to you.
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  • pinkflipflops44pinkflipflops44 member
    I'm sorry to hear that... Good luck!
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  • BlasianloveBlasianlove member
    I am so sorry July.
    TTC #2 since Sept '16
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    TTC #1- 3 failed rounds of Clomid/ Surprise Natural BFP w/weight loss- 9/22/11 DD 5/12
    DX. Dec '09 w/ Inappropriate LH Secretion Syndrom/PCOS/ Anov 28 months
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  • mdluv21mdluv21
    I am really sorry July.  I hope 2010 is a better year.
    TTC since 07/2009
    Me: PCOS, Blood/Immune Issues DH: Low all 3
    Jun.- Sep. 2010 IUI#1-#3 = BFN
    Oct. 2010 = IVF #1 = B/G Twins (passed away Feb. 2011)
    May 2011 = Myomectomy and trans-abdominal cerclage (TAC)
    Sep. 2011 = Surprise BFP = C/P
    Feb. 2012 = sFET #1 = BFN
    Feb.2012 = Hail Mary IUI #4 = BFN
    April/May 2012 = FET #2 w/our last two embies = BFP (Please let this be it!)
    Beta #1 8dp5/6dt = 234 Beta #2 10dp5/6dt = 695 Beta #3 12dp5/6dt = 1796 Beta #4 17dp5/6dt = 17,888 U/S #1 May 17, 2012 = Twins
    Baby B's heart stop beating at 9 weeks 5 days
    Our little miracle baby is a boy. :)

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  • lindsey913lindsey913
    I am so very sorry July.  I was really hoping that you would get wonderful news today.  Best of luck to you in 2010.  ((hugs))
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  • lovemygslovemygs member
    I'm so sorry, July :(
    MFI and (now) AMA
    IVF 1 April 2011 - Cancelled
    IVF 1.5 July 2011 - MC
    IVF 2 October 2011 - BFP!
    *Identical Twin Boys born June 2012*
    Here we go again...IVF 3 is underway!
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  • JennyV0418JennyV0418
    I'm so sorry, T&Ps are with you...
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  • STL34STL34 member
    I am so sorry July.  I am rooting for you. 

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    Dx: DOR, Endo, APA+ (really high beta 2 glycoprotein antibody and high everything else tested), heterozygous MTHFR mutation, positive for lupus anticoagulant, high FSH, low AMH and both tubes blocked (per HSG on 3/8/11)

    IVF #1 - long lupron (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 4 retrieved, 3 fertilized; ET 2 blasts and 1 frozen = BFN

    IVF #2 - a version of antagonist with EPP (with HGH, intralipids, lovenox and BA); 6 retrieved, 4 mature, 3 fertilized, 2 blasts and 1 frozen blast transferred on day 5 = BFN.

    IVF #3 April was postponed to May, May was canceled. June/July was canceled. Had a cyst aspiration and then began IVF #3 in August. ER on 8/22; ET on 8/24 with AH. +HPT on 9/5. Beta #1 (11dpo) = 3; Beta #2 (15dpo) = 29; Beta #3 (17dpo) = 60; Beta #4 (19 dpo) = 118. Heartbeat at 6 weeks 6 days =132.  Lil is here!

    TTC#2:  Trigger + TI = BFN; Clomid + Trigger + IUI = BFN.

    IVF #4:  BCP + MDLF + Lovenox = 7R, 1F = Transferred 1 6-cell embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #5:  MDLF + Lovenox = 4R, 1F = Transferred 1 10-cell compacting embryo on day 3 = BFN

    IVF #6:  (New RE):  Long Antagonist November 2014 (transferred two 8 cell grade 1 embryos and froze one blast) = BFN

    FET#1:  BFN

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  • Teach84Teach84
    I'm so sorry... I hope next year brings good news.  GL!
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  • NBNurseNBNurse
    I'm very sorry, July.
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  • NurseMommy458NurseMommy458 member
    Oh July I'm sorry. Hoping for better news for you soon!
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  • JennyAnne022776JennyAnne022776 member
    I'm so sorry July.  I will probably see you over on the IF boards...although I didn't want to see you there, it will be nice to know a couple of people.  You know I am sending you lots and lots of hugs.
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  • ams8099ams8099 member
    {{Hugs}}
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  • RileyGraceRileyGrace member
    July, I'm so very sorry.  I hope your time on the IF board is short.
    dx PCOS on Metformin
    LO#1 - 19 cycles, 3 IUIs, 1 m/c, gonal-f, ganirelix, ovidrel, progesterone
    Totally worth the wait!
    Getting ready for #2
    Back on Met, PCOS diet, prepping for treatments 1/12

    Good luck to the wonderful ladies of 3T
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  • AutumnBride102007AutumnBride102007 member

    July..i know how you are feeling all too well :(

    If you ever need to vent, please feel free to use me.

    The only thing that's goten me through this far is thinking that in 10 years from now i dont want to regret a single day i didn't try to thrive.

    I'm so sorry love...best of luck to you and your DH

    10-8-12: Grant is born!! Now a family of 5! 2-3-12: Totally unexpected BFP!! 12-10-10: Vera and Nora are born! *Beta#1(13dpFET):262*~ *Beta#2(20dpFET)4,835 TWINS!!!!!*~*Beta#3(@6wks)11,032 TRIPLETS!!!!! Baby A h/b: 109. Baby B h/b 112. Baby C h/b *praying* 4-6-10: FET (2 ET)....BFP 1-15-10: IVF (2 ET)..... BFN (1-28) 1-12-10: ER! 21 eggs! 10 to keep, 11 to donate :) 8-11-09: IUI #4 (FSH hCG) BFP .... 9-08: C/P 6-19-09: IUI #3 (FSH hCG) BFN 5-28-09: IUI #2 redo (FSH hCG) BFN 5-08-09: HSG: All clear! 4-21-09: IUI #2 canceled (clomid reaction) 4-1-09: IUI #1 (natural) BFN 9/08: S/A less than 5mil (10% mobile) -varicoseal surgery to fix...results worth it! 5/06: Endometriosis surgery 9/07: off of BCP A rejection is Gods protection. A dissapointment is His reappointment
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  • juietbridejuietbride member
    (((hugs))) I'm so sorry July.
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  • Mrs. BZMrs. BZ
    I'm so sorry July. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
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  • k-martk-mart
    I'm so sorry. I hope you get the support you need. Hopefully the new year will be better.
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  • canthardlywait426canthardlywait426
    I'm sorry to hear that July. Hope you'll pop in from time to time and let us know how you're doing. Kiss your handsome bassett for me!
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  • lyse2143lyse2143 member
    July I'm so sorry. This is such a heartbreaking experience and it can do a number on us all. You're strong and you've handled yourself with grace and you do what you need to do right now for you. I'll be thinking of you.
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  • bbjoysbbjoys
    I'm so sorry, honey.  Take good care of yourself.  ::hugs::
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  • ah&gg08ah&gg08
    I'm sorry Good luck to you
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  • ZeeDesertStarZeeDesertStar
    Very sorry July. ((hugs))
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  • Mrs.UmmMrs.Umm member
    I'm so sorry July. Take care of yourself and best of luck to you. We're still rooting for you!
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  • Jill070707Jill070707
    I was really hoping for you, july.  I hope the New Year brings better luck.  Thinking of you.
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  • srehmansrehman
    I am so sorry it is not your time yet.  It WILL be your time though, remember that.
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  • kofmkgkofmkg member
    July, I'm just crushed for you. I hope 2010 brings you a very well-deserved BFP.  I wish I could take away your pain, but all I've got are ((HUGS)). 

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  • tankeronitankeroni member
    I'm sorry july!! i hope eventually your dreams come true!!
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  • XXXXX222XXXXX222 member
    I'm so sorry. :(
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  • LadyXaverianLadyXaverian member

    July, I wish I had some comforting words for you. I will hope to hear a good  update sometime early in 2010.

    ((Hugs)) and good luck.

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  • LnR70707LnR70707 member
    I am so very sorry.  FWIW, I always want you around no matter what.  ((hugs))


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    TTC #2 - 6/12 surgery #3, FET #1 & 1.2 = BFN, 12/2012 FET #2 = BFP! DD is 1.5 yrs!
    Surprise! 12/16/14 BFP, loss #2 12/31/14

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  • mrs.monicamrs.monica
    we're always here for you july!
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  • mrs.g_6708mrs.g_6708
    I am so sorry sweetheart. I understand though. I will be rooting for you.
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