Maybe cuz I drank too much wine last night. Dumped my bm for the first time. I made that decision at 3am when I woke to feed LO and felt like crap. Scary cuz when I pumped it I had every intention of feeding it to her the next day.
Getting stressed about Christmas - we are having dinner here. I thought that would be easier but now Im not so sure. Still have all the wrapping to do too. I planned to do that today but have no ambition. Also need to get LO's present from the mall. I really hope I get some motivation tomorrow.
Going back to work in January. Getting stressed about that too. They sent me something I need to work on this week too - like I need another thing to worry about. I have no idea how I am going to do my job when I go back. I need to work one day from home. I am lucky if I get enough time to shower most days.
Hopefully I'll be in a better mood tomorrow. Thanks for listening. It helps just to vent a little.