Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

Thanksgiving Birthday :(- Can't Believe It's Been A Year

I cannot believe in 3 days, it is Aiden's first birthday. Today, one year ago, I was filled with excitement and just so anxious to go to my ultrasound tomorrow, so that I could find out the gender of my sweet baby. What if I knew how life would take a devastating turn? I can't believe it has been a year, since I have felt that kind of happiness. I just wish the holidays would slide past and I could sleep right through Thursday. I can't believe I am living the life that has been given to me, instead of celebrating Aiden's first Thanksgiving. I can't believe that I don't have my third child, first to be born alive and well, in my belly.

I wish life would change for my husband and me. I wish God would allow us to live the life we are aching for. I wish we knew our future and knew everything was going to be okay one day. I wish Baby Aiden a peaceful first birthday, and that I will be able to feel his presence with us this coming Thanksgiving Day.

We love you Baby Aiden.

BabyFetus Ticker *Baby Aiden: Silently Born on 11-26-08. *Baby #2: M/C on 4-12-09. *Genetic Testing Found MTHFR & PAI1 4G/5G *TTC Baby #3 Since July of 2009: -Fertility Treatments April 2010-February 2011 (Femara, Proverra, Clomid, HCG Trigger, FSH Injectibles, & IUI, as well as Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy Surgery) *BFP: Febraury of 2011. Baby due 10-24-11!!! :-) ***Baby Angels- Always in Mommy & Daddy's Hearts & Prayers*** ***Prayers For Growing Baby In Belly To Be Healthy***

Re: Thanksgiving Birthday :(- Can't Believe It's Been A Year

  • I'm so sorry that this year has been horrible for you and Aiden's been gone for almost a year.  I wish only the best holiday season and upcoming year for you.  My thoughts are with you.

    (((((((big hugs))))))))))

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  • my heart aches for you and your family.

    anniversarys are so hard and just magnify our feelings.

     (((HUGS)))

    TTC #1 for over 5 years - too many to count IF treatments (tried everything and anything), repeat miscarriages. Finally, Sticky Success!! B/G Twins arrived 2011. VOTE on my Name List Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • You're in my thoughts and prayers.  I hope you have a very peaceful and happy Thanksgiving, all things considered.  {{hugs}}
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