I cannot believe in 3 days, it is Aiden's first birthday. Today, one year ago, I was filled with excitement and just so anxious to go to my ultrasound tomorrow, so that I could find out the gender of my sweet baby. What if I knew how life would take a devastating turn? I can't believe it has been a year, since I have felt that kind of happiness. I just wish the holidays would slide past and I could sleep right through Thursday. I can't believe I am living the life that has been given to me, instead of celebrating Aiden's first Thanksgiving. I can't believe that I don't have my third child, first to be born alive and well, in my belly.
I wish life would change for my husband and me. I wish God would allow us to live the life we are aching for. I wish we knew our future and knew everything was going to be okay one day. I wish Baby Aiden a peaceful first birthday, and that I will be able to feel his presence with us this coming Thanksgiving Day.
We love you Baby Aiden.
Re: Thanksgiving Birthday :(- Can't Believe It's Been A Year
I'm so sorry that this year has been horrible for you and Aiden's been gone for almost a year. I wish only the best holiday season and upcoming year for you. My thoughts are with you.
(((((((big hugs))))))))))
my heart aches for you and your family.
anniversarys are so hard and just magnify our feelings.
(((HUGS)))