I know it's stupid, but I'm so used to being over here, and smilee's "Mornin" posts and everything that I'm feeling sad that I don't "belong" here anymore.
I still hang here the majority of the time. You belong and I know your friends and other people you will continue to support throughout this will love seeing you here!
A lot of years and a million tears finally led me to you.
After 7 years trying to concieve, 3 failed IUIs and 2 failed IVFs, my third IVF was a success!
My Christmas baby turned into a turkey bird! Dillon Richard was born at 34 weeks, 5 days on November 28, 2009 after 10 weeks on bedrest for preeclampsia.
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SAIF Always Welcome
Diagnosed with PCOS: 10/03, On BCP to "treat" until: 7/09
Provera to end Cycles 1-9 (anovulatory)
Cycle #4 & 5: Clomid 50 mg FAIL
RE Visit: 2000 mg Metformin
Cycle 6:Forced Break, looking for androgen secreting tumor
Cycle 7:Clomid CD 3-10, 12-17 FAIL
Cycle 8: Clomid CD 3-10, Bravelle CD 12-24 Hyperstimmed
New RE: Put on Byetta, lost 23 lbs
Cycle 9: Financial Break
Cycle 10: Femara CD 3-7, IUI CD 17 BFP on 2/14/11, m/c 3/7/11
I know exactly how you feel. When I get on the boards I still ALWAYS check this board first (sometimes never venture over to SAIF). I am still somewhat of a "bitter betty" about other people's pregnancies IRL. But when I check here, I feel at home, and have nothing but extreme joy for the successes over here (no matter how small they may seem to fertiles). I don't feel like my bitterness will ever go away, but the hope and support from this board certainly makes it better. I know I am preaching to the choir now, but I just wanted to let you know, that you aren't alone. Congratulations a million times over on your success.
Meg
Me = 36 with PCOS and 1 tube removed for a cyst and adhesions
DH = 35 with low morphology
April '09 IVF (antagonist protocol) = 5R5M, none fertilized, cancelled at ET
May/June '09 IVF/ICSI = 6R6M6F, 2ET on 6.18.09, 1 frostie, Beta on
You don't have to leave. I'm not planning on going anywhere.
Beautiful Miracle Baby lost at 21 weeks due to pre-term labor and incompetent cervix. FET#1 BFN, FET#2 BFP, early loss. FET#3 BFN. IVF#2 BFFN. FET #4 BFP after removing bilateral hydrosalpinx and 3 months of lupron depot. Sticky Bun is here!!
Re: Sniffle....I miss you guys!!! (ticker warning)
3 IUI's, 2 IVF's , 1 FET , 1 IVF w/ Gestational Carrier, and 1 FET using adopted embryo's = ALL BFNs
We are adopting!
SAIF/PAIF IS ALWAYS WELCOMED TO POST IN MY POSTS!!!
After 7 years trying to concieve, 3 failed IUIs and 2 failed IVFs, my third IVF was a success!
My Christmas baby turned into a turkey bird! Dillon Richard was born at 34 weeks, 5 days on November 28, 2009 after 10 weeks on bedrest for preeclampsia.
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I have to many ppl to cheer on to go anywhere! ?
SAIF Always Welcome
Diagnosed with PCOS: 10/03, On BCP to "treat" until: 7/09
Provera to end Cycles 1-9 (anovulatory)
Cycle #4 & 5: Clomid 50 mg FAIL
RE Visit: 2000 mg Metformin
Cycle 6:Forced Break, looking for androgen secreting tumor
Cycle 7:Clomid CD 3-10, 12-17 FAIL
Cycle 8: Clomid CD 3-10, Bravelle CD 12-24 Hyperstimmed
New RE: Put on Byetta, lost 23 lbs
Cycle 9: Financial Break
Cycle 10: Femara CD 3-7, IUI CD 17 BFP on 2/14/11, m/c 3/7/11
I know exactly how you feel. When I get on the boards I still ALWAYS check this board first (sometimes never venture over to SAIF). I am still somewhat of a "bitter betty" about other people's pregnancies IRL. But when I check here, I feel at home, and have nothing but extreme joy for the successes over here (no matter how small they may seem to fertiles). I don't feel like my bitterness will ever go away, but the hope and support from this board certainly makes it better. I know I am preaching to the choir now, but I just wanted to let you know, that you aren't alone. Congratulations a million times over on your success.
Meg
After 2 rounds of IVF & 2 rounds of FET, we were blessed with identical twin girls!
It's just different. I can't really explain it.