Every one tells me that I am so strong, but really I am not. I'm a coward and sometimes I just want to break down and cry! No one IRL knows about all my loses. My sis knows I had a couple, but i stopped telling when I got BFP's!
I am so angry that nothing can be simple for DH and I. Our wedding had to be rushed because he was being deployed, we had to be apart for the 1st year of our marriage, we had trouble ttc, I have pcos and a bicornuate uterus, we finally got pg and are now dealing with a m/c. Why can't things come easily for us? We love each other so much and our marriage is growing stronger every day, but it has been difficult. Life is just not fair.
1. my one friend who has a baby has no idea about even how to get pregnant, minus the sex part and always gives me annoying answers when i try to just have a serious conversation about having to take longer than 1 month to get pregnant.
2. sometimes i feel i can't catch a break, i mean my mom has alzheimers, my husbands dad died before i met him and me and my have gone through some pretty awful crap a few years ago. when it came to ttc i was like ok maybe this will be what comes easily, and now i truly believe that something is wrong because i am equating it with everything else in my life!
Re: Poll: Secrets of GP
1. my one friend who has a baby has no idea about even how to get pregnant, minus the sex part and always gives me annoying answers when i try to just have a serious conversation about having to take longer than 1 month to get pregnant.
2. sometimes i feel i can't catch a break, i mean my mom has alzheimers, my husbands dad died before i met him and me and my have gone through some pretty awful crap a few years ago. when it came to ttc i was like ok maybe this will be what comes easily, and now i truly believe that something is wrong because i am equating it with everything else in my life!