I feel like a big fat tubbo right now. I've gained almost 50 lbs. I know a lot of women do, but it doesn't make me feel any better. I just hope it comes off without too much difficult....I think I'll drown my sorrow in a bowl of ice cream!
Sometimes I wish I never left my SO in Puerto Rico because now that we're apart I miss him too much and I feel like its my own fault I feel this way when I could of just stayed and put up with his bullshit.
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I posted this below but I wanted to have it read haha
I will confess something.....My husbands company moved us to
Missouri and his parents too. They offered for us to come and stay with
them to save up money for when we decided to move back to Pa where I am
from. Pretty sweet deal right?
Well DH's brother and wife got
the apartment the inlaws have because they were having a baby...totally
fine with me. They ended up moving a little after we found out we were
expecting sooooo perfect.
Until......MIL found my husbands
resume on their computer and flipped her lid. She knew we were moving
back to Pa just not so soon. She freaked out so much on my and my DH
that DH bought me a plane ticked home so I wouldn't have to deal with
her drama (he's a good man) MIL refused to let us have the apartment we had to live in a little room if we wanted to stay there.
So we moved to an apartment complex and they haven't even tried to hang out with us once.
Now that there is only a month left MIL starts texting my wanting to hang out.....Like I don't see right through the B.S.!!!!
And
DH's father cornered him and his job and insisted on MIL helping with
the baby. UGH I am 17 hours away from anyone I know and I have to deal
with this.
When I say anything to DH he gets hurt b/c it's his
family but I cannot handel much more of her trying to be buddy buddy
with me.
That was the short version and I had to get it out haha thanks
I am totally in denial that we are having a baby and I have no idea what to do when he comes out.
Don't worry about it, I sorta feel that way sometimes too. But it's honestly going to come natural to us! AND we're going to have plenty of help! You're husband is there with you so be thankful! Hope that makes you feel slightly better!
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I posted this below, but I fed my DD mac and cheese and brownies for dinner and she is watching her 2nd movie tonight. Not that she paid that much attention to the first, but she is currently engrossed in Cinderella.?
I am really not feeling in a welcoming mood towards our new neighbors. Not only did they move in loudly in the middle of the night, they are young and pretty and walk around in short shorts and sports bras every day. Sorry, a sports bra is a bra IMO. And I am not feeling young and pretty right now. And no I am not impressed that you are all exotic dancers and have a cute puppy named Chanel. Or that you drive fancy new sports cars and "accidentally" set your car alarms off several times a day. Try putting some damn clothes on and parking in front of your own house.
p.s. I would however like to thank you for distracting the creepy neighbor a few doors down. He now washes his car several times a day whenever he sees you sunbathing IN THE FRONT YARD instead of leering at me.
I found a peanut under my boob the other morning. it had been there since the evening before and all night while i slept. I didn't even feel it there, I just found it while I was having a scratch before my shower.
I would rather be completely alone, like I am right now, than put up with my MIL for another day. I want to do everything for my son the Jewish way just to spite her.
I don't know if I want to wash all the clothes I am given. I'm really picky and whatever I don't like I might regift or sell on Craigslist and obviously it's better if I leave the tags on. To be completely honest, I rather be nothing at all than be given baby clothes. I hate cutesy boy clothes and rather have clothes that look like a teen/adult would wear them.
Proud Mama to Mickey (12.03.09) and Nemo(06.06.13)
I am really disappointed with my bump. I know having a healthy baby is the only important thing, but I would really like a cute, round belly. Instead, I'm stuck with a B-belly that is only growing on the top.
2 of my sisters are in a huge fight and aren't speaking. My shower is this sunday and I secretly hope my one sister (the one with the bad temper) doesn't show up.
i'm trying to manipulate the situation as much as i can by acting overly concerned that she's not feeling well in the hopes of guilting her into not coming out of concern for my health.
(if she comes there is a big chance she could cause a scene and ruin the whole shower because she can't control herself)
I found a peanut under my boob the other morning. it had been there since the evening before and all night while i slept. I didn't even feel it there, I just found it while I was having a scratch before my shower.
I like never take my vitamins anymore. I always forget.
& Anybody that bought me something that says "Princess" or "Too cute" to do this or do that, "Diva" "Spoiled", or basically anything with an attitude on it. I donated to a church. I feel bad, but I don't want my kids dressed in that kind of shiit.
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I mean all the kids I know (basically the neighborhood kids) are really bratty and spoiled. I dread seeing my neighbors and avoid them. They are kinda rude.
I pray my baby has manners.
God Bless our sweet baby James.
Our son, born 11/22/09.
Unplanned, Emergency C-section
"Wearing his BING CROSBY clothes and crooning...buuuh buuh buuuh"
I have eaten way to much fast food this pregnancy. I guess you could call it my craving. What the hell is in those McD hamb & fries. This poor kid will pry be slow since I was not a nazi about my diet. Although, could I say I feel a little less guilty because it was only breakfast. Eggs are good right???.
DH's birthday is on Monday and of course his favorite cake is an impossible flavor to find in stores-- banana. A couple days ago I bought vanilla icing and banana cake and then remembered when I got home that he likes vanilla cake with banana icing.
So since I had an entire can of frosting, I indulged. I have eaten about half of it since yesterday. with just a spoon. I wonder why I feel like such a whale.
Another FFFC: I stalk my registries (I have 2) like no other. And by stalk I mean I check up on them about 2x a day. Guess that's what happens when I can't work, have no outside babies, and cannot work on the nursery until DH clears the room out. So I sit on my asss all day Bumping and stalking my registry.
Proud Mama to Mickey (12.03.09) and Nemo(06.06.13)
I took off my shoes and hoodie at my OB appointment today in the hopes that it would knock a few ounces off my weight (hit the 40 lb mark today - woo). ?It didn't. ?
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1. I'm horrible at taking my prenatals... I don't know if I could do the mini-pill cuz it has to be taken at a certain time everyday.
2. I don't trust my sister. We've never really been that close. She's tried to get closer since I've gotten pregnant, but then she started pressuring me to take castor oil. My thought: "B#tch, y didn't u take it urself when you were overdue?"
I mean all the kids I know (basically the neighborhood kids) are really bratty and spoiled. I dread seeing my neighbors and avoid them. They are kinda rude.
I pray my baby has manners.
Im not a big kid lover myself...but i know that i will love my kid. And you will fall in love with yours too!
Presents given to the mother from the father to commemorate the birth. Like a diamond necklace or a ring or something big. And women give it to the men as well. Someone posted it the other day "What are you going to get your SO once the LO is born?" I almost died laughing.
God Bless our sweet baby James.
Our son, born 11/22/09.
Unplanned, Emergency C-section
"Wearing his BING CROSBY clothes and crooning...buuuh buuh buuuh"
A gift your DH/SO gives you for giving birth to your LO.
I always told my DH that I wanted a type of anniversary band on my wedding ring to signify our next phase in our lives. But we weren't planning on having a child now so we're a bit strapped for cash so I don't dare bring it up. He would get it for me but I don't want to spend the money on that when it can go for more useful things.
Proud Mama to Mickey (12.03.09) and Nemo(06.06.13)
me neighbor is pregnant also and she said let me know when you are going in so i can put a balloon on your mailbox and all i could think was " great i guess this means im gonna have to get you a balloon too"
I feel kinda gross, alot of the time. It's like I'm kinda uncomfortable in my own skin. I know this doesn't last forever, but being this uncomfortable is just weird. I know this is a great experience, and when I was pregnant with DD, people would say you'll miss being pregnant with her. I have never missed being pregnant, and don't think I will after DD 2 is born.
I mean all the kids I know (basically the neighborhood kids) are really bratty and spoiled. I dread seeing my neighbors and avoid them. They are kinda rude.
I pray my baby has manners.
I Feel the same way!!! In fact I don't even like having neighbors at all, the best neighbors are the ones that only wave from afar!
Also I feel REALLY unprepared for this baby. I don't have a baby room put together, we move in a week, and she may come early. Any time I try to do anything my mother is the first to point out my "look who is nesting" and I get annoyed and stop. I don't want to do anything or buy anything after her lame comments.
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I am so sad that some of our friends and family can't bother to rsvp for our shower (tomorrow). I have a really good friend who basically skipped town and I think it was to avoid the shower. This makes me really sad.I feel like "how bad a person can I be that you skip town to avoid this". I hope I can focus on the people who are there & enjoy them.
Also, I've had BH most of the day and it is making me cranky.
I don't want to spend Thanksgiving with my inlaws. My Mom is a really awesome cook and I really don't want to be eating the same bland crap again this year. Also, I don't particularly want to see my inlaws, except for DH's parents.
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Re: for the bored: RANDOM whatever CONFESSION SESSION
they freak me out too. and I feel awkward when people show me their pictures so I lie and say ohh how cute... and then change the subject.
Me: 37
DH: 36
Married: 08-25-07
DS: 11-20-09
Name change alert: Formerly Lisswastaken
I will confess something.....My husbands company moved us to Missouri and his parents too. They offered for us to come and stay with them to save up money for when we decided to move back to Pa where I am from. Pretty sweet deal right?
When I say anything to DH he gets hurt b/c it's his family but I cannot handel much more of her trying to be buddy buddy with me.Well DH's brother and wife got the apartment the inlaws have because they were having a baby...totally fine with me. They ended up moving a little after we found out we were expecting sooooo perfect.
Until......MIL found my husbands resume on their computer and flipped her lid. She knew we were moving back to Pa just not so soon. She freaked out so much on my and my DH that DH bought me a plane ticked home so I wouldn't have to deal with her drama (he's a good man)
MIL refused to let us have the apartment we had to live in a little room if we wanted to stay there.
So we moved to an apartment complex and they haven't even tried to hang out with us once.
Now that there is only a month left MIL starts texting my wanting to hang out.....Like I don't see right through the B.S.!!!!
And DH's father cornered him and his job and insisted on MIL helping with the baby. UGH I am 17 hours away from anyone I know and I have to deal with this.
That was the short version and I had to get it out haha thanks
SO glad I'm not the only one...!!!
Don't worry about it, I sorta feel that way sometimes too. But it's honestly going to come natural to us! AND we're going to have plenty of help! You're husband is there with you so be thankful! Hope that makes you feel slightly better!
I posted this below, but I fed my DD mac and cheese and brownies for dinner and she is watching her 2nd movie tonight. Not that she paid that much attention to the first, but she is currently engrossed in Cinderella.?
I wish DH would get home soon!?
I am really not feeling in a welcoming mood towards our new neighbors. Not only did they move in loudly in the middle of the night, they are young and pretty and walk around in short shorts and sports bras every day. Sorry, a sports bra is a bra IMO. And I am not feeling young and pretty right now. And no I am not impressed that you are all exotic dancers and have a cute puppy named Chanel. Or that you drive fancy new sports cars and "accidentally" set your car alarms off several times a day. Try putting some damn clothes on and parking in front of your own house.
p.s. I would however like to thank you for distracting the creepy neighbor a few doors down. He now washes his car several times a day whenever he sees you sunbathing IN THE FRONT YARD instead of leering at me.
I found a peanut under my boob the other morning. it had been there since the evening before and all night while i slept. I didn't even feel it there, I just found it while I was having a scratch before my shower.
I thought about eating it. hahah
it ended up going in the trash though. :P
Me: 37
DH: 36
Married: 08-25-07
DS: 11-20-09
Name change alert: Formerly Lisswastaken
"Wearing his BING CROSBY clothes and crooning...buuuh buuh buuuh"
I would rather be completely alone, like I am right now, than put up with my MIL for another day. I want to do everything for my son the Jewish way just to spite her.
Proud Mama to Mickey (12.03.09) and Nemo (06.06.13)
2 of my sisters are in a huge fight and aren't speaking. My shower is this sunday and I secretly hope my one sister (the one with the bad temper) doesn't show up.
i'm trying to manipulate the situation as much as i can by acting overly concerned that she's not feeling well in the hopes of guilting her into not coming out of concern for my health.
(if she comes there is a big chance she could cause a scene and ruin the whole shower because she can't control herself)
Me: 37
DH: 36
Married: 08-25-07
DS: 11-20-09
Name change alert: Formerly Lisswastaken
HAHAHAHAHAH
I have that. AND i ate nothing but junk food all day and am feeling bad about it.
I like never take my vitamins anymore. I always forget.
& Anybody that bought me something that says "Princess" or "Too cute" to do this or do that, "Diva" "Spoiled", or basically anything with an attitude on it. I donated to a church. I feel bad, but I don't want my kids dressed in that kind of shiit.
I don't even like kids.
Why am I having one?
I mean all the kids I know (basically the neighborhood kids) are really bratty and spoiled. I dread seeing my neighbors and avoid them. They are kinda rude.
I pray my baby has manners.
"Wearing his BING CROSBY clothes and crooning...buuuh buuh buuuh"
DH's birthday is on Monday and of course his favorite cake is an impossible flavor to find in stores-- banana. A couple days ago I bought vanilla icing and banana cake and then remembered when I got home that he likes vanilla cake with banana icing.
So since I had an entire can of frosting, I indulged. I have eaten about half of it since yesterday. with just a spoon. I wonder why I feel like such a whale.
Proud Mama to Mickey (12.03.09) and Nemo (06.06.13)
"Wearing his BING CROSBY clothes and crooning...buuuh buuh buuuh"
What's a 'push' present?
1. I'm horrible at taking my prenatals... I don't know if I could do the mini-pill cuz it has to be taken at a certain time everyday.
2. I don't trust my sister. We've never really been that close. She's tried to get closer since I've gotten pregnant, but then she started pressuring me to take castor oil. My thought: "B#tch, y didn't u take it urself when you were overdue?"
Im not a big kid lover myself...but i know that i will love my kid. And you will fall in love with yours too!
Presents given to the mother from the father to commemorate the birth. Like a diamond necklace or a ring or something big. And women give it to the men as well. Someone posted it the other day "What are you going to get your SO once the LO is born?" I almost died laughing.
"Wearing his BING CROSBY clothes and crooning...buuuh buuh buuuh"
A gift your DH/SO gives you for giving birth to your LO.
I always told my DH that I wanted a type of anniversary band on my wedding ring to signify our next phase in our lives. But we weren't planning on having a child now so we're a bit strapped for cash so I don't dare bring it up. He would get it for me but I don't want to spend the money on that when it can go for more useful things.
Proud Mama to Mickey (12.03.09) and Nemo (06.06.13)
"Wearing his BING CROSBY clothes and crooning...buuuh buuh buuuh"
Agree with you. Push presents are what the DH gets you for having his child.
DH is working till midnight and all i have planned is to wash my hair and fold clothes, and i think thats sad.
I feel kinda gross, alot of the time. It's like I'm kinda uncomfortable in my own skin. I know this doesn't last forever, but being this uncomfortable is just weird. I know this is a great experience, and when I was pregnant with DD, people would say you'll miss being pregnant with her. I have never missed being pregnant, and don't think I will after DD 2 is born.
I Feel the same way!!! In fact I don't even like having neighbors at all, the best neighbors are the ones that only wave from afar!
Also I feel REALLY unprepared for this baby. I don't have a baby room put together, we move in a week, and she may come early. Any time I try to do anything my mother is the first to point out my "look who is nesting" and I get annoyed and stop. I don't want to do anything or buy anything after her lame comments.
My DD is 6 months old and somedays I am in denial that I have a child and I still don't know what to do with her sometimes!
I am so sad that some of our friends and family can't bother to rsvp for our shower (tomorrow). I have a really good friend who basically skipped town and I think it was to avoid the shower. This makes me really sad.I feel like "how bad a person can I be that you skip town to avoid this". I hope I can focus on the people who are there & enjoy them.
Also, I've had BH most of the day and it is making me cranky.