I'm worried that we'll never feel as though our family is complete. That I won't be able to carry a wee one to term.
Additionally:
I'm worried about how these next few months will be. October will bring the 2nd anniversary of my stepfather's death (oct 1) and funeral (oct 7), my sister's babies (sometime in Oct, most likely), and my first due date (10/19). I'm teaching Faith Formation (what used to call Sunday School) three times that month and I fear my faith might be a bit too shaky to pull it off.
Dh and I have been arguing a lot lately. I fear its because its almost time for us to start TTC again and the stress of it is overwhelming.
I'm worried that our next pregnancy will end the same way, and I'm not sure I can possibly give birth to another baby at 20 weeks and not see him/her survive.
I worry that will we be TTC forever!
Dh will find out if he gets promoted next week and I pray he does because if he doesnt I will have to find a job, and his career in the miltary will come to an end two years later...please send up a prayer for us that he gets it! He's an amazing Marine and deserves it but they are only promoting 2 guys and there are tons up for it..luckly he is in the zone, but it's still not set in stone.
My very very close friend w/ the same EDD as me w/ #1 had her baby Wednesday night. I was afraid of how I'd handle it, and while I'm sad b/c we should have been pg and had babies together, I'm also really happy for her, and went to see the baby and held him and aside from being sad that we don't have babies together, I'm really happy he's here.
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Same as last week, I think.
I'm worried that we'll never feel as though our family is complete. That I won't be able to carry a wee one to term.
Additionally:
I'm worried about how these next few months will be. October will bring the 2nd anniversary of my stepfather's death (oct 1) and funeral (oct 7), my sister's babies (sometime in Oct, most likely), and my first due date (10/19). I'm teaching Faith Formation (what used to call Sunday School) three times that month and I fear my faith might be a bit too shaky to pull it off.
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Dh and I have been arguing a lot lately. I fear its because its almost time for us to start TTC again and the stress of it is overwhelming.
I'm worried that our next pregnancy will end the same way, and I'm not sure I can possibly give birth to another baby at 20 weeks and not see him/her survive.
I worry that will we be TTC forever!
Dh will find out if he gets promoted next week and I pray he does because if he doesnt I will have to find a job, and his career in the miltary will come to an end two years later...please send up a prayer for us that he gets it! He's an amazing Marine and deserves it but they are only promoting 2 guys and there are tons up for it..luckly he is in the zone, but it's still not set in stone.
I'm worried that I will never get pg, and I will be on TTCAL forever....
We're also pondering over whether or not to put our house on the market.
I didn't get any action last night and now DH is gone hunting until next Sunday.
I will be testing by myself this week and fear a meltdown with a bfn and no one home to talk me off the ledge