AF is due anywhere from today through Monday but I've been known to have wacky long a$$ cycles that would last to 45+ days. I said I would test on Tues or Wed but the closer I get, the more anxious i am. I am so friggan scared to see that damn stark white BFN that I'm thinking I just wont test.
I'm supposed to get the results of my P4 test on Monday and am worrying about that... I'm so scared it'll show that I didn't even O and that I only surged. Then, it's a month break for me (I'll focus on losing at least 10 pounds) then probably clomid.
Re: Anyone too scared to test?
I just made a post about this, didnt see this post...
Im terrified. I want a baby so bad but I'm so afriad to go through another m.c or ectopic. =o(
I know exactly how that feels. I tested yesterday afternon (scared sh!tless to do it) and saw such a faint line it may have been in my imagination, and now I wanna test again, but I'm too scared to...
I'm sorry, this ttc process really blows!