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about to freak

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my office is maybe 20 feet from my receptionist - who I adore. let me say that again, I ADORE her.

I can overhear her on her cell right now and there is no way in the world that there is any other topic that is being discussed than her announcing her being KTFU. sounds very very very early and this isn't a public announcement, but I can hear it and I am ready to break down.

thankfully I am going to court and don't have time to cry right now, but all I want to do is say f**k, sh*t, why why why not me????

I seriously haven't had this kind of bad response to a friend being KTFU is quite awhile. serious jealousy feelings which i HATE.

can I say again I adore her? 

am I an awful person?

m/c#1 07/16/08 (11 weeks), m/c#2 10/10/08 (8 weeks). and then nothing since except every test possible (no answers). IUI#1 and #2: BFNs Super lucky to be buddies with Peetie. Our out of nowhere, surprise DD born 5/29/2011
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  • L2theC42L2theC42

    f**k, sh*t, why why why not me????

    Say it!!   Just say it!!  I do daily!!

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  • superlupersuperluper

    oh goodness, not a horrible person at all! 

    We ALL have those moments. You can make it!!! 

    oh please. not KU. effed up.
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  • PeetiePiePeetiePie
    imageL2theC42:

    f**k, sh*t, why why why not me????

    Say it!!   Just say it!!  I do daily!!

    Yup - it's def okay to say it!  (((hugs)))

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  • MrsDCruzMrsDCruz member

    *sigh*

     

    so not fair... why can't it be US!!!

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  • bebebluesbebeblues

    Nope. Totally normal. My sil is now 22 wks pregnant and I've been jealous, sick, angry, ticked since wk 4 when she announced it. I adore her ----most of the time, there are a few instances where she's ticked me off in the past.....well, okay A LOT of instances, dh says he's waiting for me to blow up and knock her to the ground someday.......

    Be jealous, angry, or cry.....u do what YOU gotta' do....we all have to get by somehow.

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  • JacquiemarkJacquiemark
    imagePeetiePie:
    imageL2theC42:

    f**k, sh*t, why why why not me????

    Say it!!   Just say it!!  I do daily!!

    Yup - it's def okay to say it!  (((hugs)))

    I agree! In fact I just said it right now.

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  • alelau1402alelau1402

    You are not an awful person!!! Go ahead an scream and cry all you want!!!! Its ok to feel jelous, though we know you adore her, its all ok!!

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  • ERICA21779ERICA21779
    Definately NOT an aweful person!  I think it is a very natural response.  I think a lot of us are struggling with the same feelings.  I hope your day gets better!!Smile
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