TTC After a Loss

*~Dish It Up Tuesday*~ Confessions!

Sorry I forgot to post Confessions yesterday.... Is it bad that I forgot it was monday???? Hope everyones holiday was good!!

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Re: *~Dish It Up Tuesday*~ Confessions!

  • So excited its Tuesday!
    Oh, Baby Bean! We will always miss you! With us for 6w3d -- June 9, 2008.
    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers
    2 years of TTC, Seeing RE Feb 09, 2 medicated TI cycles - BFNs, 3 medicated IUIs - BFNs, back to medicated TI cycles until IVF approval, IVF approved in March 2010. BFP on last medicated TI cycle.
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    Lilypie Third Birthday tickers
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  • I got pretty drunk sat night hoping it would be my last time for a longggg time. Meaning I took the oppertunity in hopes of getting my bfp in the next couple of weeks.
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  • Yesterday was exactly 1 month since m/c.

    I've managed to gain 5 lbs in that month.

  • I've been planning my Thanksgiving dinner all day today.  I'm at work. Embarrassed
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  • SS broke my CD player I got for my 12 bday (10 years ago) Ive had it this whole time and it was still like new (I took really good care of it) DH put it in his room with out asking me so he could listen to his new thomas CD.... I know I should have said something when I saw it in there but SS was doing so well at not touching it and asking us to turn it on for him so I left it alone.  It wasnt even in there a day!!! I am really pissed at DH for not asking me if it was ok but mad at myself for not taking it out...  Had it been his CD player that SS broke all hell would have broke lose but since it was mine "it is what it is" I hate when he says that Angry ITS NOT IT IS WHAT IT IS!! ITS BULLSH!T!!!!!!
  • I am pissed, gutted, bitter, angry, sad, resentful that af showed today. Ther has got to be more to life than this?????????????????
  • I'm been day dreaming about kickin the lazy b!tch that I work with in the face all day... she does not do her job and the FEW tasks that she does have she tries to pawn off on other people, I have gotten good at telling her to "GFY" without having to actully say it... now shes just trying to put her work off on someone else who is now angry with me?! WTF!!!
    BFP #1 4/2/09 EDD 12/6/09 -MC 4/12/09 BFP #2 6/2/09 EDD 2/14/10 -Ectopic in Tube, Surgery 6/23/09 BFP #3 10/15/09 EDD 6/27/10 -Daniel John 6/21/10 BFP #4 Oct 2010 Chemical Pregnancy BFP #5 8/19/11 Beta #1 82.8 Prog 17.25
  • i bought maternity pants this weekend...in high hopes that i will get to put them to use soon!
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  • I don't really want anything to do with my IRL friends right now. Even though I know they feel bad for us, I can sense that they are getting tired of our grief. I posted a letter that someone put up over on MC/PL on my Facebook, because I am sick of the well-meaning but ultimately hurtful "advice" I have been getting lately.

    Thank God for you ladies; you all, my fam and DH are about the only people I can stand at the moment.

  • We went to a party Sunday night that was hosted by a couple we had never met before. It took me about halfway through the party to realize she was pregnant, and once she started talking about it (someone else brought it up), I knew she was only two weeks ahead of what I would have been. I instantly started judging her because it wasn't a planned pregnancy and it just made me bitter.

    I somehow think it would have been better if I would have known ahead of time. At least then I could have prepared myself and not have had to feel like sh*t the entire time she was talking about the pregnancy.

  • The last thing I want to do is work but I have a lot of work to do.  I would much rather spend my time on here with all of you.
    Missing our Little Pumpkin BFP 2-19-09, MC 3-1-09 Mommy and Daddy miss you and love you so very much! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker


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  • I have a friend who is getting married in 2 weeks and just sent her invites out last week. I'm irritated that anyone would wait that long to send out invites.
  • A couple of weeks ago I got a call from my best friend telling me that she is pregnant with her second.  I am very excited for them...but found out this week that she called our friends and told them that she didn't want to tell me.  I understand that she doesn't want to hurt my feelings...but now my feelings ARE hurt that she didn't think I was a better friend.

    On another note, my online classes start today...and I'm already avoiding.  SO much work, and I don't want to do it.  

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