Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss

I miss...

My daughter today.  I miss holding her, even if I only got to hold her for two hours.  I miss her little face, even though I only saw it for a little while.  I miss her moving inside of me, and I miss that I will never get to see her live her life.

 I'm so sad today.  My back hurts, my brothers who are visiting are leaving today, and I miss Bryanna.  It's just not fair :(

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Re: I miss...

  • It isn't fair.  I am so sorry, for everything.  That she came too early, that you miss her so much, that you can't see her beautiful face in person anymore.  I hope that somehow, someway she comes to you today and gives you a little bit of peace.  Hugs and gentle thoughts to you.
    DD(9)DD(5.5)DS(3)DS(born 2/1/11) July 2006, lost a baby at 8 weeks, natural miscarriage , May 2009 lost Zoe Eliana at 17 weeks no reason known, possible under developed organs. Lost two more babies in September 2009 at 7 wks 4 days. Had myomectomy surgery to remove a large fibroid in November 2009.
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  • (((hugs))) I know how you feel.. 
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  • i understand completely.  i miss having my wyatt in my belly and feeling him squirm all over the place.  i wish i would have gotten to hold him while he was still alive but unfortunately i only got to hold him at the memoiral service. 
    Image and video hosting by TinyPic 8.15.07 NATHAN 6.13.09 - 6.14.09 WYATT born 32w3d Gone too soon, RIP. 4.21.10 BFP - missed m/c - D&C on 5.27.10. 1.31.11 BFP - 1st cycle IUI + Follistim + Trigger (2 mature follies)Beta 1 @ 13dpiui: 199 Beta 2 @ 15dpiui: 527 10.7.11 ELIANA(Ellie)ROSE (39w3d)Team Green turned Team Pink - VBAC & ALL NATURAL 6lbs 11oz 19 &1/2in
  • I am so sorry sweetie. and no, it isn't fair. It's not fair we have to all go though this.

    Our stories are so similar that I feel like when I am reading your blog, i am reading about myself.

    MY FOUR ANGELS... M/C 12/26/02 AT 4 WEEKS M/C 12/31/07 AT 12 WEEKS, D & C M/C 12/5/08 AT 9 WEEKS, D & C ***BFP ON 3/26/09*** MARY REYNA BORN AND PASSED AWAY JULY 31ST, 2009 AT 23 WEEKS. GOODBYE SWEET BABY...I WILL MISS YOU FOREVER. ***AFTER 17 WEEKS ON BEDREST*** Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
  • There are no words, just so sorry for what you've been through. You are so right, it's not fair. I'll be thinking of you today :(

    Mel

  • I'm so sorry you're having a sad day.  I feel the same way about Ian and Colin.  ((((((big hugs))))))
  • I am so sorry you are having a hard day.  It isn't fair at all.  I am sorry you don't have your little Bryanna with you anymore.  I'm sorry that life has treated you this way.  Sending you happy thoughts.

    Julia

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