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Miscarriage/Pregnancy Loss
Aiden'sMom
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*Baby Aiden: Silently Born on 11-26-08.
*Baby #2: M/C on 4-12-09.
*Genetic Testing Found MTHFR & PAI1 4G/5G
*TTC Baby #3 Since July of 2009:
-Fertility Treatments April 2010-February 2011 (Femara, Proverra, Clomid, HCG Trigger, FSH Injectibles, & IUI, as well as Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy Surgery)
*BFP: Febraury of 2011. Baby due 10-24-11!!! :-)
***Baby Angels- Always in Mommy & Daddy's Hearts & Prayers***
***Prayers For Growing Baby In Belly To Be Healthy***
Turning 30 & Mommy To 2 Angel Babies, No Living Children
Aiden'sMom
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I struggled with knowing that I would be a Mommy by the time I was 30, and now here I am, turning 30, with not just one angel baby, but two. In fact, I should even be pregnant right now.
But I decided not to focus on this small detail of the losses. There is much more important things about my babies that I could focus on. I decided to look at it as my late 20's were the most difficult time of my life, so the 30's must have wonderful things in store for me.
I turn 30 on Monday. All I want to wish for when I blow out those candles, is a healthy baby in my arms in 2010. I also want to wish that my babies are now healthy and happy in heaven, which I know must be true.
I am turning 30, so here's to a wonderful beginning to a happy life! (For me, as well as all of you with babies in heaven also)!
((Hugs))
*Baby Aiden: Silently Born on 11-26-08.
*Baby #2: M/C on 4-12-09.
*Genetic Testing Found MTHFR & PAI1 4G/5G
*TTC Baby #3 Since July of 2009:
-Fertility Treatments April 2010-February 2011 (Femara, Proverra, Clomid, HCG Trigger, FSH Injectibles, & IUI, as well as Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy Surgery)
*BFP: Febraury of 2011. Baby due 10-24-11!!! :-)
***Baby Angels- Always in Mommy & Daddy's Hearts & Prayers***
***Prayers For Growing Baby In Belly To Be Healthy***This discussion has been closed.
Re: Turning 30 & Mommy To 2 Angel Babies, No Living Children
Happy early Birthday!!! I too am turning 30 in a few months and am struggling with the very same things you're talking about. I really like the attitude you've decided to take and am going to try to ascribe to it as well. Our late 20s have been super difficult, but that has to mean that much better times will come and we'll have the babies we so yearn for in our arms and our homes.
So, what fun things are you doing to celebrate? I haven't yet decided what I want to do for mine. I really hope you enjoy yours!
We are having a luau with some friends tomorrow night to celebrate! I am really excited about it. Monday is my actual birthday and my husband has something special planned for that night. He actually already gave me my presents. He bought a real, beautiful lei from Hawaii for me to wear to the party. He also gave me a new camera, which I bet one day will take pictures of our beautiful child!
Best wishes to you. You should definitely celebrate! You only turn 30 once!
That's a great idea for a party! I know you'll have a blast! And those presents are really nice and thoughtful...and I know you'll be taking pics with the camera of your baby sometime soon! Have fun!
I hope you have an amazing party! I too turn 30 soon and am really depressed about not being a mommy yet. A few weeks ago my husband asked my what I wanted for my birthday and I told him my life now had everything I ever wanted in it him and our baby. Now, I just feel deep sadness and deep love for my husband, he has been wonderful throught this.
Happy Birthday and your 30's will be better because you will make them great! Good luck TTC!!! and have an Awesome Party!!!
i'm so so sorry for your losses. (((HUGS)))
i with you a happy 30th birthday. hope all of your baby dreams come true!!!....