So it turns out I was pregnant after all. I had a miscarriage today. I thought it was odd because my "period" started 3 or 4 days early and my boobs were sore (which only happens when I'm pregnant). I just thought it was my period until today when I started bleeding so heavy I couldn't leave the toilet. When 2 egg sized clots came out (sorry tmi) and I started cramping really, really bad I called DH and he took me to the doctor. I keep thinking somehow it's my fault since I didn't know I was pregnant, even though I was only a couple weeks. I am still in shock, I just can't believe this. I don't think I've ever felt so empty. As awful as this might sound I want to forget this ever happened.
Re: I lost a baby I didn't even know I had.
Alli, I'm really sorry. Our DD's share the same birthday, so I often think about you and see your posts.
I'm just really, really sorry.
Sarah - 12/23/2008
Alex - 9/30/2011
"I say embrace the total geek in yourself and just enjoy it. Life is too short to be cool." - Shirley Manson, Garbage