TTC After a Loss

Holy muthaeffinshiznet

I held out a wee bit on telling you girls  because I am nervous as heck.  Saturday morning I tested & got a BF friggin P!  I mean, I wasn't even finished peeing when the dark pink lines immediately showed up. 

My RE office wanted me to come in ASAP.  That day my beta was 691 and this morning they tested again and my beta was over 1200.  I guess that's good, right?

Also, my progesterone and thyroid levels are fantastic they said.  I'm going back on Friday for more bloodwork and an ultrasound. 

DH & I are happy, but scurred at the same time.  It's difficult to get too excited until we get a heartbeat and even then I know we'll be so nervous til the end. 

It's crazy because this cycle started with us being told to TTA and then we were given the go ahead on my first CBEFM high day.  Even then, we were lazy about it and only FWB twice over the high-peak days.  We were so sure it wasn't even a chance of it happening.

Next week will be 1 year since our first loss.  I pray that we don't go through it again.

Thanks girls for all your support!  I love it here with you girls and may stick around a little bit.

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