(I hope I'm not stepping on anyone's toes. I always posted these for 1st tri and I thought I'd start it off here, if noone else does already. So here it goes)
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DS reached a huge milestone (walking) and I'm actually really sad about it. Where did my tiny 7lb baby go? I know I should be thrilled that he is growing so well, getting so smart, and hitting those milestones...but I am just so sad that my little baby is now a toddler. I hope that doesn't make me sound like a witch.
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I have been getting up everynight at 2 a.m. for an un-determined length of time. I have found that the big O helps me get back to sleep. So....I take care of business without waking DH to join the fun....my bad
I told my doctor that I exercise more than I really do. I told her I do pilates, walk the dog, etc. Now, while I do do those things, they aren't everyday or as often as they should be. FI called me out on this after our appt yesterday.
Also, I have been diagnosed with pregnancy anemia. I am sad that I have to give up a lot of my sweets. I so badly want a glazed donut right now.
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I have been getting up everynight at 2 a.m. for an un-determined length of time. I have found that the big O helps me get back to sleep. So....I take care of business without waking DH to join the fun....my bad
My DH has HORRIBLE (no joke) taste in names, for example Sariah (Sa- reye- a) like psoriasis! So I am naming this baby and am going to start calling her by her name and he'll get used to it! Sorry but I am not going to name my child a horrible name just to please my DH!
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2007-Sept 2008: TTC the old fashioned way
Sept 2008 - Jan 2009: Clomid 100mg
Feb 2009: 200mg Clomid = BFP! on March 20, 2009 - It's a BOY!
Nov 26th 2009: Aidan Michael, 20.5" 7lb12oz
Feb 2010: Start TTC again, the old fashioned way
Mar - June 2011: Clomid 100mg
July 2011: Unmedicated cycle = BFP! on August 29th, 2011
Nov 6th 2011: m/c due to subchorionic hematoma
Dec 2011: Start TTC again, unmedicated
February 12th, 2012: BFP! EDD 10/23/12
Mar 12th 2012: diagnosed as blighted ovum
Trying again..
I'm going to a wedding tonight and I'm pretty bummed that I can't drink and will be stuck being the sober one. It's a group of total drinkers. (
Normally I don't mind like normal trips to the bar and stuff, I'm the DD no biggie, but a wedding, I'm pretty bummed about.
If the sun refused to shine, I would still be loving you. When mountains crumble to the sea, there will still be you and me. - Led Zeppelin Chemical Pregnancy 10/5/10 BFP 2/7/11--m/c 2/12/11 TTD pics taken by knottie jen&louie )
This entire week i've been faking my workouts. I just didnt feel like it. So instead i put my un-used sports bra, socks and shorts in the hamper... this way when hubby or i do the laundry, i'll feel accomplished.
I always forget to take my prenatal vitamins. ::pops one in my mouth:: I just hate taking any sort of pill or thing I need to remember. That's why I did so bad on birth control and wound up pregnant.
a hammock was just delivered. my anniversary & birthday are next week. im praying this isnt my gift from dh. who gets a pg women a hammock?! why oh why? its hard enough getting up out of a chair for pete's sake!
I had my first cup of coffee yesterday since February and I felt guilty like I was going to kill the kid with a caffeine overdose. First time pregnant mama...need I say more?
Also, I have been diagnosed with pregnancy anemia. I am sad that I have to give up a lot of my sweets. I so badly want a glazed donut right now.
I am curious why you have to give up sweets because you are anemic? I am always anemic (pregnant or not) and my dr never advised me to give up sweets. I just take an iron supplement...1x a day when I am not pregnant, 2x a day when I am.
I prefer my donuts iced rather than glazed and filled with cream. My confession is that sometimes I buy these donuts, eat the cream out of them, and throw the donut away. I wish they just sold the cream!
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I always forget to take my prenatal vitamins. ::pops one in my mouth:: I just hate taking any sort of pill or thing I need to remember. That's why I did so bad on birth control and wound up pregnant.
I ruined one of my few maternity shirts by dripping Brusters Raspberry Chocolate Chunk ice cream on it and then having a pity party the entire next day (Sunday, not ice cream related, just hormonal) and not doing any laundry. Now I miss my turquoise maternity shirt
Gabriel :: Born on his due date - 9/19/09 :: 9lb 8oz, 21"Birth Story
When people register when they are like 5 weeks pg at BRU....me and my co-worker talk about them BAD. We just can't understand why someone would register and they haven't even seen a OB yet......I cannot count the number of women that come in to register fresh off of POAS.....
I got ridiculously p*ssed at DH last night for no real reason at all.
He's out of town for a few weeks doing some training, and I couldn't get a hold of him last night. I laid awake until 1:30 in the morning, convincing myself that he had gotten in a car wreck, had been kidnapped, had been strangled in his hotel room, etc. He finally sent me a text (because I had called him about 20 times and sent multiple texts), and I called him SCREAMING. It was only 11:30 where he was, and he had just gotten home from watching the Lakers game at a sports bar. Of course he had forgotten his cell in his room.
I went on a rampage. Forgetting his cell was an honest mistake, and all the while I knew everything was fine, despite my wild imagination. But I just couldn't help but be filled with rage. Because the truth was, I was p*ssed that he's off having a good time, and I'm stuck at home, being miserable.
I refuse to give up lunch meat and I am not eating it hot either.....
I haven't gone to have my bloodwork for my Quad Screen.....I was supposed to have it done back at 15 weeks.......
I am getting a divorce.......
I feel like my SIL's new baby has stolen all my baby' shine......
I smoked a cigarette last night.......
I'm so sorry you have to go through this now! That has to be very tough!
My confession...lately I feel overwhelmed and wonder what I have gotten myself into. We want this baby and are so excited...i'm just scared. Scared I will not like my new life and scared that i'm going to really suck at this patient mom thing!
a hammock was just delivered. my anniversary & birthday are next week. im praying this isnt my gift from dh. who gets a pg women a hammock?! why oh why? its hard enough getting up out of a chair for pete's sake!
This entire week i've been faking my workouts. I just didnt feel like it. So instead i put my un-used sports bra, socks and shorts in the hamper... this way when hubby or i do the laundry, i'll feel accomplished.
ummm, i guess i'll go workout tonight.
Hahahahhahah! Thank you for admitting this! Sometimes I put on w/o clothes with every intention of excercising- and stay on the couch. Then DH gets home, and I just let him think I did something productive that day. Oh, and I registered online at like, 10 weeks. I was bored, we aren't getting anything major that is gender-specific anyways, so why not?
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This entire week i've been faking my workouts. I just didnt feel like it. So instead i put my un-used sports bra, socks and shorts in the hamper... this way when hubby or i do the laundry, i'll feel accomplished.
ummm, i guess i'll go workout tonight.
Hahahahhahah! Thank you for admitting this! Sometimes I put on w/o clothes with every intention of excercising- and stay on the couch. Then DH gets home, and I just let him think I did something productive that day.
LOL.. glad i'm not the only one. i sometimes put on the clothes and just wait until hubby gets home and then hop in the shower, while saying ::Oh what a great work out::
I overdid a workout on Wednesday and have been having sharp pains in my lower stomach ever since my workout yesterday.
I lied to dh on Thursday saying I had to put Jack down for a nap before taking him to school when in fact we skipped Jack's nap and he was at school the entire time while I went shopping. DH was out of town so he didn't know the truth.
Now that I'm pregnant, I realize that no matter what I say, I'll love this baby just a little more than I love my step-daughter. And I feel awful about it.
Oh, and I licked chocolate ice cream off my boob last night.
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My mom offered last week to buy me a dresser for the baby's room. My first reaction was: FINALLY! This is the first time she's offered anything besides coming in from FL to have a baby shower at my aunt's house (Mom will probably pay for a lot of the shower costs.)
I have been getting up everynight at 2 a.m. for an un-determined length of time. I have found that the big O helps me get back to sleep. So....I take care of business without waking DH to join the fun....my bad
I am secretly mad at DH for being a total stress case right now. We are moving, remodeling, fighting the nightmare Southern California mega developer from hell and supporting 3 restaurants that have taken a nose spin in this economy so he has plenty on his mind to put it mildly. I feel SO bad about being aggravated with him for being stressed but it is SO contagious and I am waking up at 4am freaking out and am not able to go back to sleep.
I like the idea of sharing everything that is going on (equal partners and all that) but sometimes I maybe need to be kept a little bit in the dark. I sound like something out of the fifties. Ugh! I am awful.
Life is either a daring adventure or it is nothing at all.
I haven't worked out since I got pregnant. I'm annoyed my hubby doesn't want to have sex now so I have to take care of business myself. Sometimes I wonder if I want to breastfeed for nine months and go without drinking for so long....
I don't want my mom to be at either of my baby showers. She has been living with MH and me for the last 6 months-not working, going to school, doing anything to contribute to the home. She tells people that she is there to help with the baby, but I have to spend more time dealing with her and her issues than my own. Every day I resent her more and more for the strain she is putting on our home, our financials, and our peace of mind.
I haven't worked out since I got pregnant. I'm annoyed my hubby doesn't want to have sex now so I have to take care of business myself. Sometimes I wonder if I want to breastfeed for nine months and go without drinking for so long....
I don't want my mom to be at either of my baby showers. She has been living with MH and me for the last 6 months-not working, going to school, doing anything to contribute to the home. She tells people that she is there to help with the baby, but I have to spend more time dealing with her and her issues than my own. Every day I resent her more and more for the strain she is putting on our home, our financials, and our peace of mind.
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DS reached a huge milestone (walking) and I'm actually really sad about it. Where did my tiny 7lb baby go? I know I should be thrilled that he is growing so well, getting so smart, and hitting those milestones...but I am just so sad that my little baby is now a toddler. I hope that doesn't make me sound like a witch.
Ok, I'll bite...
I have been getting up everynight at 2 a.m. for an un-determined length of time. I have found that the big O helps me get back to sleep. So....I take care of business without waking DH to join the fun....my bad
I told my doctor that I exercise more than I really do. I told her I do pilates, walk the dog, etc. Now, while I do do those things, they aren't everyday or as often as they should be. FI called me out on this after our appt yesterday.
Also, I have been diagnosed with pregnancy anemia. I am sad that I have to give up a lot of my sweets. I so badly want a glazed donut right now.
OMG I love you.
I haven't been eating so healthy... I.E spoonfulls of sourcream, chocolate pudding for breakfast
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2007-Sept 2008: TTC the old fashioned way
Sept 2008 - Jan 2009: Clomid 100mg
Feb 2009: 200mg Clomid = BFP! on March 20, 2009 - It's a BOY!
Nov 26th 2009: Aidan Michael, 20.5" 7lb12oz
Feb 2010: Start TTC again, the old fashioned way
Mar - June 2011: Clomid 100mg
July 2011: Unmedicated cycle = BFP! on August 29th, 2011
Nov 6th 2011: m/c due to subchorionic hematoma
Dec 2011: Start TTC again, unmedicated
February 12th, 2012: BFP! EDD 10/23/12
Mar 12th 2012: diagnosed as blighted ovum
Trying again..
I'm going to a wedding tonight and I'm pretty bummed that I can't drink and will be stuck being the sober one. It's a group of total drinkers.
(
Normally I don't mind like normal trips to the bar and stuff, I'm the DD no biggie, but a wedding, I'm pretty bummed about.
Chemical Pregnancy 10/5/10
BFP 2/7/11--m/c 2/12/11
TTD pics taken by knottie jen&louie
Here goes.....
I refuse to give up lunch meat and I am not eating it hot either.....
I haven't gone to have my bloodwork for my Quad Screen.....I was supposed to have it done back at 15 weeks.......
I am getting a divorce.......
I feel like my SIL's new baby has stolen all my baby' shine......
I smoked a cigarette last night.......
This entire week i've been faking my workouts. I just didnt feel like it. So instead i put my un-used sports bra, socks and shorts in the hamper... this way when hubby or i do the laundry, i'll feel accomplished.
ummm, i guess i'll go workout tonight.
I had my first cup of coffee yesterday since February and I felt guilty like I was going to kill the kid with a caffeine overdose. First time pregnant mama...need I say more?
I am curious why you have to give up sweets because you are anemic? I am always anemic (pregnant or not) and my dr never advised me to give up sweets. I just take an iron supplement...1x a day when I am not pregnant, 2x a day when I am.
I prefer my donuts iced rather than glazed and filled with cream. My confession is that sometimes I buy these donuts, eat the cream out of them, and throw the donut away. I wish they just sold the cream!
This.
I have a cup of coffee every morning, and I forget my pre-natals as often as I take them.
Oh, and I'm not BF. At all. Ever. Not even for the first few days.
Oh yeah...one more....
When people register when they are like 5 weeks pg at BRU....me and my co-worker talk about them BAD. We just can't understand why someone would register and they haven't even seen a OB yet......I cannot count the number of women that come in to register fresh off of POAS.....
I got ridiculously p*ssed at DH last night for no real reason at all.
He's out of town for a few weeks doing some training, and I couldn't get a hold of him last night. I laid awake until 1:30 in the morning, convincing myself that he had gotten in a car wreck, had been kidnapped, had been strangled in his hotel room, etc. He finally sent me a text (because I had called him about 20 times and sent multiple texts), and I called him SCREAMING. It was only 11:30 where he was, and he had just gotten home from watching the Lakers game at a sports bar. Of course he had forgotten his cell in his room.
I went on a rampage. Forgetting his cell was an honest mistake, and all the while I knew everything was fine, despite my wild imagination. But I just couldn't help but be filled with rage. Because the truth was, I was p*ssed that he's off having a good time, and I'm stuck at home, being miserable.
Ugh.
I'm so sorry you have to go through this now! That has to be very tough!
My confession...lately I feel overwhelmed and wonder what I have gotten myself into. We want this baby and are so excited...i'm just scared. Scared I will not like my new life and scared that i'm going to really suck at this patient mom thing!
This too.
DH always asks me if I've taken it but fails to realize that he should just bring me a damn pill instead of bugging the sh!t out of me about it.
Well alright!
I need to do a much better job at taking my prenatal vitamins
I refuse to give up drinking pop (although I don't drink as much as I used to)
I don't drink enough water at all (although I drink more than I used to)
I have developed a love for spicy food during this pregnancy (flaming hot cheetos, hot sauce on tacos, etc.)
I haven't put my 4 year old in the bath tub in forever (she takes showers every night now)
My clean laundry sits in the basket for days before I fold it or put it up
I have a dishwasher, but I just don't keep up with the dishes as well as I used to.
OK, this made me laugh incredibly hard!
Hahahahhahah! Thank you for admitting this! Sometimes I put on w/o clothes with every intention of excercising- and stay on the couch. Then DH gets home, and I just let him think I did something productive that day. Oh, and I registered online at like, 10 weeks. I was bored, we aren't getting anything major that is gender-specific anyways, so why not?
LOL.. glad i'm not the only one. i sometimes put on the clothes and just wait until hubby gets home and then hop in the shower, while saying ::Oh what a great work out::
I overdid a workout on Wednesday and have been having sharp pains in my lower stomach ever since my workout yesterday.
I lied to dh on Thursday saying I had to put Jack down for a nap before taking him to school when in fact we skipped Jack's nap and he was at school the entire time while I went shopping. DH was out of town so he didn't know the truth.
I'm really bad about taking my prenatals.....
I wear shirts all day (while at home) that have leakage on them....
I go days without showering if I have no where to go....poor DH... I'm a skanky house wife....
oh...and I have done 1 kegel...count them 1... I figure as much as I pee I'm using those muscles enough...
Now that I'm pregnant, I realize that no matter what I say, I'll love this baby just a little more than I love my step-daughter. And I feel awful about it.
Oh, and I licked chocolate ice cream off my boob last night.
I ate a pint of chocolate ice cream for breakfast.
I often think about exercising, but I don't.
I drink caffeine, I cant imagine going a day without sweet tea.
I dont want to breastfeed, and the only reason I am going to try it is to save money.
I am more afraid of the pain after child birth than I am of actually giving birth.
Im scared about how DH and I's relationship will change when the baby comes, I know DH loves me but Im scared he may love me less when the baby comes.
My mom offered last week to buy me a dresser for the baby's room. My first reaction was: FINALLY! This is the first time she's offered anything besides coming in from FL to have a baby shower at my aunt's house (Mom will probably pay for a lot of the shower costs.)
I feel like an ungrateful snot.
This!
Also, I will make sure that my LO will never call my MIL grandma and it will call her by her full name, just like she is making me! Sweet revenge!
I've eaten veggies like only twice since I found out I was pregnant. =( I just don't like them right now.
Love this!
I am secretly mad at DH for being a total stress case right now. We are moving, remodeling, fighting the nightmare Southern California mega developer from hell and supporting 3 restaurants that have taken a nose spin in this economy so he has plenty on his mind to put it mildly. I feel SO bad about being aggravated with him for being stressed but it is SO contagious and I am waking up at 4am freaking out and am not able to go back to sleep.
I like the idea of sharing everything that is going on (equal partners and all that) but sometimes I maybe need to be kept a little bit in the dark. I sound like something out of the fifties. Ugh! I am awful.
I don't want my mom to be at either of my baby showers. She has been living with MH and me for the last 6 months-not working, going to school, doing anything to contribute to the home. She tells people that she is there to help with the baby, but I have to spend more time dealing with her and her issues than my own. Every day I resent her more and more for the strain she is putting on our home, our financials, and our peace of mind.
Pump and dump baby...pump and dump
Sorry you're going through this, must be tough.