I am mad today

sam19 · May 2009

I think I'm starting to get mood swings. I'm sooooo mad right now that if H walked in this door right now, I'd probably kill him. I can't talk to him about my anger though because then I'll turn into a blubbering mess of tears and he'll just think I'm BSC. I have no reason to be mad at him but just thinking about him right now makes me want to cut his head off. And if he comes home and says a damn thing about the kitchen not being clean, then I can't promise he will be alive in the morning.

Please tell me I'm not the only person going from rage to depression to extreme excitement in 10 seconds. Somebody please tell me I'm not crazy because I feel it right now.