Same here. And afraid to be hopeful. And feeling like a complete moron for worrying so much about birth control when I was younger.
TTC #1 w/ endo since Sept 2005. After many losses, a lap, tons of meds and tons of testing and, one failed IVF cycle, we were blown away with a surprise, sticky BFP...it's a girl!!!
I forgot to add "alone and NOT alone." I feel like not one of my friends can understand what I am going through because they've not had to experience this. They've never had to deal with MFI and can't even begin to understand what this is like. On the other hand, I feel NOT alone a lot because I have made so many friends on these boards that give support and also DO understand!
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Re: Today my IF makes me feel...
All of the above!!
And scared to be hopeful.
IUI#1-bfn, IUI#2-bfn, IUI#3-bfn, IUI#4-cancelled. 3/2010-IVF#1-c/p. 6/2010-FET
wistful and anxious and impatient and a little sad
and, after reading all these responses like I'm not alone... it sucks, but at least you guys understand.
Same here. And afraid to be hopeful. And feeling like a complete moron for worrying so much about birth control when I was younger.