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Crying at work. ARGH!

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Officially started my period.  I knew it was going to come, but it still is depressing knowing much I have gone through and still no success.  5 large follies, 22 mil sprem count and nothing.

My daughter died the day after she was born.  I felt her move, bonded, decorated her nursery and had to watch her die in my husband's arms.  There is nothing that made me want to be a mother more then having that glimpse of a love a mother has for her child.

I don't know why this is such a challenge.  Why I have high FSH at 28. 

Pity party for me today.  =(

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Re: Crying at work. ARGH!

  • MontyMrsMontyMrs
    ((HUGS)) its sounds like you've been through quite a lot, so a few tears over your period starting is so understandable.  I'm sorry andI hope you have success soon. 
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  • preheatedovenpreheatedoven member
    I am so sorry for your loss, and for stupid AF showing her ugly face. ((HUGS))
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  • BeccaLandesBeccaLandes member
    That is really tough.  I hate the part where things don't work and there's no good reason why.  Just make sure to take time for yourself today.
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  • hillareehillaree
    (((hugs))) I'm so sorry!! I'm sorry for AF and for losing your daughter. :(
    We are adopting! Currently waiting for our domestic infant adoption match.

    My blog: Making Me Mom

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  • nyclisa78nyclisa78
    i hate days like that/ i am so sorry you are going through this. one day you are going to be a mom. we all are. and we will be better people and mother's for all that we went through to get there.
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  • mrs.gogetmrs.goget
    I'm so sorry...you deserve a pity party today and don't feel bad about it!  
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  • Amy&Steve0421Amy&Steve0421 member

    I am so sorry.

    (((Hugs)))

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  • micheleleighmicheleleigh
    I am so sorry. I cannot imagine your anguish; losing your newborn would have to be the absolute worst thing in the world. :( You are in my thoughts.
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