Ladies I don't post much, but I am on here all the time. I am just really reaching out for support from anyone that can help me get through this. I have already had some great replies. My DH took his own life last night with my DD in the house. I found them when I got off work. I have been through the night from hell and I hoped I would wake up to find out it was just a bad dream. However, it isn't and it is in the paper already. I just really need some good thoughts and prayers for our entire family and my precious babies, one of whom will never see his father's face. Here is the article if anyone is interested
Officials: Officer Took His Own Life | theledger.com | The Ledger | Lakeland, FL
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Oh my God, I'm so sorry! Please, please, please, take care of yourself and your little ones and let us know if there is anything we can do for you. I'll be thinking of you and and your family.
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Suicide is such a horrible factor to deal with when it comes to someone's death. It's NOT your fault, you (nor your daughter) caused it, and there's nothing you could have done. I'm sure he was a wonderful man, and I'm sorry you and your family have to go through this.
It's just not fair.