Hi. Im Kristin and i had a miscarriage on Sunday at 6 weeks. After reading only a few posts on this board i know that all of your feelings are just like mine. I can't stop crying and i just want to know why. Im bleeding a lot and clotting and its the worst site i have ever seen.
Im so scared of what the future holds for us and am scared that im going to remember dates in the summer when i would be finding out the sex of our little baby or on thanksgiving when the baby should have been here, or Christmas when i was going to dress my one month old up in the cutest little santa outfit. Im scared of how all of those moments are going to make me feel.
I cried in the shower this morning and then all the way to work. I just feel so sad.
All the er dr's said it was nothing i did or could've done. But for some reason that doesn't help me to understand why, why us, why our little baby? And the "don't worry you'll be pregnant again in no time." How do you know how long it may take or if this is going to happen again? Thats what i wanted to just scream at them.
Thanks for listening. I look forward to getting to know all of you and pray that the comfort i find on here will help this get a little easier each day.
((hugs to all))