Hi. Im Kristin and i had a miscarriage on Sunday at 6 weeks. After reading only a few posts on this board i know that all of your feelings are just like mine. I can't stop crying and i just want to know why. Im bleeding a lot and clotting and its the worst site i have ever seen.
Im so scared of what the future holds for us and am scared that im going to remember dates in the summer when i would be finding out the sex of our little baby or on thanksgiving when the baby should have been here, or Christmas when i was going to dress my one month old up in the cutest little santa outfit. Im scared of how all of those moments are going to make me feel.
I cried in the shower this morning and then all the way to work. I just feel so sad.
All the er dr's said it was nothing i did or could've done. But for some reason that doesn't help me to understand why, why us, why our little baby? And the "don't worry you'll be pregnant again in no time." How do you know how long it may take or if this is going to happen again? Thats what i wanted to just scream at them.
Thanks for listening. I look forward to getting to know all of you and pray that the comfort i find on here will help this get a little easier each day.
((hugs to all))
Re: Hi everyone - 1st post
I'm sorry that you had to join us and sorry to hear about your loss.
Its ok to cry, its the way we release our grief. I hope that you are able to find comfort with your loss. The girls on this board are great for that. If there is anything I can do to help you please let me know. PM me anytime.
I pray for the best for you and that you get your healthy baby in the very near future!