I think I need a good cry.

CardsfanSM · March 2009

OMG I'm just feeling really emotional right now. Probably b/c I know my work day is almost over which means I go home. Which means I'm a little closer to testing. And I don't want to test. I don't want to know the answer if it's negative.

I just called DH to ask what he thought about testing tomorrow. He said "test tonight." I said no way.

I'm just this ball of nerves right now. I know this isn't the end of the line for us, should it be a BFN, but I just don't know how much more I can take, emotionally. To think that I've officially completed IVF #2 is just so emotionally overwhelming. Who grows up thinking it will be so hard to have a family, which comes so easily to some??

OK tearing up. Thanks for listening:-)

meechrobi · March 2009

Aww...honey! Hang in there! We are always here for you and we want this for you so badly! You are in my thoughts ... and I am sending you lots of BFP dust!!!

Keep us posted! big hugs to you!

Sara Scissors · March 2009

Oh hon I just read your blog. Like I said there, I can't tell you not to worry. I know I would be feeling the exact same way you are right now. I know you're scared, but know I'm praying for you that tomorrow morning you see "Pregnant" on that digital hpt. You deserve it!!!

MontyMrs · March 2009

I know the waiting is such torture but hang in there, you're so close and you have such a great chance of being pregnant. ?We're all pulling for you and I hope you see your positive tomorrow. ?GL and ((HUGS))

finallyreilly · March 2009

I am so sorry ((HUGS)). I am still hoping and praying for your BFP tonight!!

lnle · March 2009

can I have a good cry with you??

((hugs)) and I hope that your test is positive tomorrow.

and yeah, it never in a million years occurred to me that it would be this hard.

tapgirl · March 2009

I am so sorry you are having a hard day. (((HUGS)) I know that sometimes it is nearly impossible to feel hopeful at all. I say have that cry, if you can. Good luck - I really hope your test is positive.

Tryingtogetpregnant · March 2009

Oh NO Stacey!!!!!!!!!! I just know exactly how you feel. It is such a tough thing. I know how emotional all of this is and it's hard to come to terms with it if it doesn't work. I will tell you this....do you look at me and say "wow, she's not going to have a baby?" I know some people might, but I know you don't. I don't look at you that way either. I know that this is it for you. I know this time worked. However, I also know that if there is some reason that this isn't, then you guys will find an answer. I have every faith and confidence that you will be a mommy shortly. I just do. I know you can't think that all the time, but I think it's important for you to know that someone does.

And, I think you have to do what you feel comfortable with. If it feels right to test, then do it. If it doesn't, then don't.

I'm thinking about you.....

igh0318 · March 2009

(((HUGS)))

Sometimes a good cry helps.

chrissyt27 · March 2009

Hugs, so your so stressed out. I am praying for you.

Kiki11 · March 2009

I know what 'one of those days' can be like. Sometimes I feel a little better after a good cry. I'm starting stims for IVF#2 on Saturday and I just know that I'm going to be an emotional wreck after the transfer. When the first IVF didn't work I felt like I wanted to crawl under a rock and die. Nobody ever thinks it is going to be this hard.

I hope that all of your fears and worries and stress will be worth it and that you will be a positive test. Fingers crossed!

amg2007 · March 2009

I am sending lots and lots of baby dust your way. I know how stressful it is waiting. Good Luck!

CardsfanSM · March 2009

Thanks ladies, you are the BEST.

mish2378 · March 2009

hugs hun

epphd · March 2009

Hang in there. Personally, I think you're hormonal because your knocked up, but the reality is that either way you're going to survive- really! I'm proof

But a good cry is just fine once in while too...

jehnm · March 2009

Just wanted to send some good luck your way!! I know sometimes it is so hard to have faith that something will actually work. I said a prayer for ya!!

I hope to see you posting positive soon and I'm thinking if it's positive, maybe twins!! Big Smile

negrilbride07 · March 2009

just wanted to let your know you'll be in my thoughts. good luck ((hugs))

Dragonfly1226 · March 2009

I'm sending you lots of positive energy! ((hugs))

koyn · March 2009

You are in my thoughts! I am sending you super duper positive vibes. I know that it gets hard but hang in there.

harley12 · March 2009

I totally know how you feel. I am on Lupron for IVF#2. I really feel like if this one doesn't work, it may be time to move on. Not forever, maybe but for right now? I am just getting to point where I am over all this and want to move on(for now). I never, ever thought it would be this hard. I think I am finally getting to the stage of acceptance that we may need to explore another way to become parents. I know we will somehow, but it may be a different way than we thought. GOOD LUCK and hang in there. This is so hard.