I know most of you feel that pain. It is all hurry up and wait. BMs hearing is next week to suspend "services" of reunification. She has been promising for 2 months that she will call the SW and get papers signed. SW just told me today she hasn't heard from her at all. This only makes adoption paperwork move slower and slower...at this point DD will be at least 14-16 months old when we are done - and that is only if there isn't one single delay after today.
Just feeling bummed and wishing, hoping, praying that BM will get OFF HER ARSE and do something besides waste her life. Such a thin line between love and hate...I love her for giving me a chance at motherhood but hate that everything has to be so filled with drama.