Hi all!
It's nice coming from theknot.com to thebump.com! We were married June 22, 2013 and we have babies on the brain! My husband will be 37 this December and I will be 30 in November. While we would love to hold off and enjoy married life for a few years, we also do not want to wait for a variety of reasons (age, siblings have young children, our parents are getting older, etc).
The past few months, I couldnt wait until we were married and I could get off the pill. Now that I am off, I'm starting to worry. My brother has identical twin girls that are 14 months. They are the cutest babies and we love them to death. However, it seems that everytime I babysit or am with them for long periods of time, I start questioning if this is what I want? The life change, the "me time" totally gone, the stress it could place on our marriage, or the time it takes away from us. I worry if i can handle it all. I am a good aunt, and i think I'll be a good mom, but I'm scared of everything that comes with it. I know all the moms i talk to say it will be tough, it will be hard but at the end of it all, it was the best choice i made. So maybe when the time comes, you just learn to go with it? Or is the way I feel a sign I shouldnt be a parent? My husband is on board and wants a family but he even feels the way i do at times, moreso about the impact it will have on us. Any advice or suggestions?! Thanks!!
Re: Having doubts and fears..
So tough I am 39 and so want a baby that knowing I will have less time on my hands I don't even think of. All I know is I so want to be a mom especially after my loss a few months ago. My wanting is even stronger.
It is so hard to know what you should do. Personal opinion.
Not sure if I helped you or not.
Enjoy being married.....you are only 30 and barely out of your honeymoon stage!!!
When babies arrive, they are a complete and total blessing but they tend to rule the roost for a long period of time.
I felt that way before I had my daughter, and I still feel that way sometimes now. It's totally normal and healthy and want your "me time" and to worry about how having a baby will affect your entire life. It means you're thinking clearly and are aware of what a big responsibility they are. DH and I manage to even out a nice balance of each getting our "me time" and of helping each other out. DD is 14 months and we still hit the occasional bump in the road where one of feels like the other isn't helping enough, or suddenly she becomes more work (teething, for example, makes her super clingy). However, we talked about it before she arrived, we know that we are our own people as well as being parents, and we were prepared for giving each other the time needed to be our own people on top of being mom and dad. So far, so good!
I think if you and your husband can sit down and really talk about it, you'll do great! First few months are definitely the hardest, but it does get easier
Married DH 7/30/11
CSC arrived 5/7/12
CHC arrived 6/2/14