I. AM. SO. DONE.

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This is why I never have a moment of happiness or trust with this shitbag. He had a change of heart yesterday and decided to be a man and pay for the midwifery care. Flash forward not even 24 hours and he's doing his typical "I changed my mind because I want you and the baby in Florida with me" crap.

I AM SICK OF THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I told him he's out. Always something over my head. Always conditions. Never just "I'm going to be a man and do what's right." But you know what, when it comes time to go to court, he's royally effed. I have all of this in writing. ALL OF IT. His 25 emails to me in one day going back and forth, back and forth. Then saying he will pay for all of the midwifery and anything extra. Then telling me nevermind the next day. With this crap and the PTSD and all the documentation I have of his past behavior with violence and threats, he's X'D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

SOOO PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

eg214

HOW DID I END UP WITH SUCH A LOSER AS THE FATHER OF MY CHILD?

HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW???????

Sorry. I'm just trying not to have a meltdown in the middle of my workday. I just cannot believe this. 

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SStinson1:

HOW DID I END UP WITH SUCH A LOSER AS THE FATHER OF MY CHILD?

HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW???????

Sorry. I'm just trying not to have a meltdown in the middle of my workday. I just cannot believe this. 

I often wonder this myself...lol. You're not alone. I'm sorry he's causing you so much grief. My opinion is to just step back from him, take a few days to breathe and think, and just know that at least you have what you have. Don't try to stress too much over it.