Pregnant after IF

Second u/s today - freaking out (updated)

Damn PAIF brain!!! I have my second u/s today at 2, and I'm completely freaking out. My m/s has been a lot lighter the past few days, my breasts are not nearly as sore as they have been, and I can't help but think that these signs mean something. I know symptoms can come and go, but it just makes me so nervous for today. I'm sure you ladies here understand... I just wish I could turn off that fearful, anxiety-ridden part of my brain for the next 7.5 months or so... maybe then I could actually enjoy being pg.

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TTC #1 since March 2011
Dx = Unexplained IF
1 medicated TI cycle & 4 clomid IUIs = all BFNs
June 2013 IVF #1 = 6 frosties + BFP!
DS1 born 2/14

TTC #2 since December 2014
May 2015 unassisted BFP ended in m/c at 7wks
April 2016 FET #1 = BFN
June 2016 FET #2 = c/p
August 2016 FET #3 = BFP!
DS2 born 4/17

Re: Second u/s today - freaking out (updated)

  • I'm glad you know that they come and go because that is the truth!  Regardless, I know exactly how you feel.  GL today!!!
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  • Good luck at your u/s.  I think the PAIF brain is always looking for problems.  My symptoms have significantly subsided this week at 9 weeks (barely any nausea or cramping anymore) and I am constantly wondering if baby is still growing, even though my BIL who is a physician says it's normal at this stage.  Hang in there and be happy when you see your little bean this afternoon!  :-)
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    I know this feeling all too well! I hope you have an incredible u/s though and all your anxiety calms!
  • I think I was more nervous for my second u/s than my first - I thought for sure we wouldn't see any change from the previous one.  It is so hard to not think the worst all the time - I keep telling myself that whatever happens is out of my control at this point.   FWIW - I am pg with twins and have no m/s at all.  I've only dry heaved a handful of times and it usually involved raw meat when cooking dinner.   I do have extreme exhaustion though.  

    Good luck today!  

     TTC #1 since 6/09
    Dx: PCOS and MFI
    3 IUIs, 4 IVFs = BFFN
      3rd RE: IVF #5/FET = BFP
    14dp5dt=1170 16dp5dt=2573

    1st u/s=
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    It's a Boy and a Girl!

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  • I know how you feel my first u/s isn't until the 22nd and I can't stop worrying. Good luck on your U/S today keep us updated.






          


     TTC since 9/10 consult 1/12 All testing came back fine Diagnosed with Unexplained infertility -3 medicated IUI's All BFN IVF - ER 11/14 24R, 15M, 13F ET 11/19, BETA 11/28 BFFN --Next step FET in Jan ET scheduled for 1/24. Beta #1 350 Beta #2 735. U/S Hell. miscarriage D&C at 9weeks. FET #2 ET 5/28 cancelled FET# 2.5 6/26 ET Beta 7/5 302 7/7 Beta #2 632 Everyone welcome



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  • i completely understand.  PAIF brain stinks.  I have it today too.  They should make a special xanax just for pregnant women.  :) 

    good luck at the u/s, keep us posted! 

    Me (37) DH (39); PCOS changed to Unexplained, changed to DOR in 2012 (finally a correct diagnosis!); 
    Started TTC 2009 with RE after 6 months.  
    Clomid + Trigger x2; 
    IUI + Femara x1,
    IUI + Follistim x2;
    IVF #1 (MDL) February 2013- BFN.
    IVF #2 (antagonist) May 2013, First BFP of my life. 
    Identical twin miracle BOYS (!!) headed our way- due date is technically 2/4/14 but c section is scheduled for 1/7! 


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  • I was really nervous for my 2nd u/s too.  Hate PAIF brain!!  Good luck!!!
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    After almost 2 years of TTC and fertility treatments we got a surprise BFP in May 2013
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    TTC for #2 October 2015

  • Mine have totally come and gone! I get it, super stressful! I'm sure it's all good though! GL and can't wait to hear how it went!
    TTC #1 since Sept 2011
    Me: 33, DH: 35, DX: PCOS & MFI (low everything)
    IUI #1-3 - Low Post-Wash Counts - All BFNs
    IVF #1 w/ ICSI: Long Lupron Protocol - Freeze-All Cycle due to Severe OHSS
    ER 4/27, 33 Eggs Retrieved, 13 Frosties
    FET #1 6/5, Transferred One Perfect 4AA Blast, HPT BFP @ 6dp5dt
    Beta #1 - 209, Beta #2 - 508, Beta #3 - 1,059
    EDD 2/20/14
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  • Thank you so much for the kind words, ladies! It helps so much to know that you all are feeling the same (often insane) things that I am!! It is a huge comfort to have the amazing support of this board. :)

    Today's u/s went GREAT! The baby is measuring a day ahead, and we got to listen to the heartbeat - I melted into tears at that point of course. I have officially graduated from my RE and will have my first OB appointment tomorrow morning!!! I can't believe we've made it this far! 

    ETA: Baby is measuring 7w4d and hb was 167bpm! :) 

    *** Trigger Warnings ***

    TTC #1 since March 2011
    Dx = Unexplained IF
    1 medicated TI cycle & 4 clomid IUIs = all BFNs
    June 2013 IVF #1 = 6 frosties + BFP!
    DS1 born 2/14

    TTC #2 since December 2014
    May 2015 unassisted BFP ended in m/c at 7wks
    April 2016 FET #1 = BFN
    June 2016 FET #2 = c/p
    August 2016 FET #3 = BFP!
    DS2 born 4/17
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    Thank you so much for the kind words, ladies! It helps so much to know that you all are feeling the same (often insane) things that I am!! It is a huge comfort to have the amazing support of this board. :)

    Today's u/s went GREAT! The baby is measuring a day ahead, and we got to listen to the heartbeat - I melted into tears at that point of course. I have officially graduated from my RE and will have my first OB appointment tomorrow morning!!! I can't believe we've made it this far! 

    ETA: Baby is measuring 7w4d and hb was 167bpm! :) 

    That is FANTASTIC news, BED!   

    Actively TTC since 01/11
    Me: 06/12 Dx w/ IR PCOS (rx 2000 metformin) DH: SA all clear; looking good
    06/12-10/12- Clomid/Femara + trigger + TI + P4 = 3 BFNs, hysteroscopy, polypectomy, D&C
    11/12 - 7.5 mg Femara + trigger + IUI + P4 = BFN
    12/12 - Surprise BFP ectopic (MTX 01/13)
    04/13 - Off the Bench! 7.5 mg Femara + trigger + IUI #2 + estradiol + P4 = BFN
    05/13 Clear HSG-5 mg Femara + Menopur + trigger + IUI #3 + P4 = BFP ectopic (MTX 07/03 & 07/11)
    07/23 emergency lap to remove ectopic mass and left tube
    10/13 5mg Femara + Menopur + trigger + TI(follie on left/no IUI)=BFN
    11/13 Same as above but BFP!
    Beta #1 12dpo-51     Beta #2 15dpo-178
    12/5- There's something in my ute!!
    Keaton Alexander is here 07/24/2014 !!
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