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sunflowermama42212sunflowermama42212 member
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So my estimated ER was supposed to be today :( but they think i'm going to stim until friday.......Its just frustrating and i wish they never even gave me an estimation because i'm freaking out about why i'm not where they want me. DH said i had one over achiever that was already reading 18mm but the rest weren't close. I try not to listen to him and the RE during the u/s because it stresses me out. Every time i'm around my beautiful nieces i want to break down because they both look like my husband. (his brother and him looked like twins growing up) Now with the new estimated retrieval ill be in the 2WW during my nieces 3rd birthday, which is going to be hard for me to get through because all of my SIL's friends have babies and i'm not looking forward to it at all. Well, i just needed to vent so i didn't cry lol thanks for listening! 
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  • PhillyJ33PhillyJ33 member
    Hi sorry you are feeling this way! I understand your concerns about getting through the bday party. I had a bunch in April and May for my friends kids as they all had their firsts at the same time and some were really hard. They are all turning 3 and at such a cute age. Some were okay, it all depended in how I was feeling that day! They are rough in general and I skipped the last one for a first bday because I could not take it anymore. It is hard to explain those feelings to anyone even if you are close friends so that is why I love this board... Anyways, sorry for rambling but just wanted to say that you are not alone!
    Me 36/DH 46 Me: Low AMH (.21) DOR, mild endo; Started seeing RE 11/12
    Jan-March '13 3 IUIs Clomid + Trigger = BFN
    April '13 IVF 1 MDLF converted to 4th IUI due to 3 runaway follicles! BFN
    July/Aug '13 IVF 1.2 Long Lupron = 7R, 6F, 2T= BFP!!!
    Beta 1=512, Beta 2=1,368 Beta 3= 4,128
    It's a boy!!!!
    SUA, GD
    EDD 4/26/14

    He's Here! Arrived 4/15/14!!!!

    September 2015 - FET with remaining embryos
    Twins! EDD: 6/14/15

    PAIF/SAIF Everyone welcome!
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  • sunflowermama42212sunflowermama42212 member
    My RE isn't concerned at all they said its cause they started me on a very Low dose because they thought I could be over stimulated but then uped my dosage when they saw that ohss wasn't a concern. So I shouldn't be worried but it's hard... Thanks guys :) maybe ill fake a head ache if the party gets overwhelming lol 
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  • JennySC34JennySC34 member
    Oh I completely get this feeling your having about birthday parties. My husband is an identical twin and my SIL's kids look just like him! It is not easy to watch them get a little older each year when I still wasn't pregnant! I was finally very honest with my DH's family about all the IF treatments we were going through. Now my SIL is so much more understanding! She is my biggest supporter! Four yearz later I'm six weeks pregnant and the hurt is gone. Your baby will come too! I hope it is soon! 
    Five IUI 's and two 3 day IVF transfers and two chemical pregnancies. Unknown to me at the time was that I was hypothyroid and had endometriosis. All that heartache and money and I would have never gotten pregnant. Time for new RE. New RE found the thyroid and endo. I had another 5 day transfer in April when all 7 embryos arrested on day four. Transferred three morali and didn't conceive. Thyroid function is excellent now. DH SCSA came back perfect. Now for IVF number four in June 2013. I had two perfectly expanded blasts put back and five frosties! I have never gotten this far! Now to wait for blood test on 6/26. My heart is In my throat! Please let this work, BFP with HPT 7 days and 8 days after transfer.
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  • sunflowermama42212sunflowermama42212 member
    awww congrats jenny im so happy for you!
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