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My infertility reoccurring dream

MarylandWedMarylandWed member
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Had it again last night. I dream that I am pregnant. I am going along, telling everyone, excited, etc. Then I get to about six months and I realize my body hasn't changed at all. I start getting concerned because I am not showing. Then I find out I was never pregnant at all. My subconscious is mean.
Me:39 Dx LPD, Fibroid, AMA and all that goes with that. H:37 Dx low motility and low morphology. TTC since 3/12. Clomid 8/12 and 9/12: BFN. 11/12 on a break for Myomectomy sched. 11/26. Resume TTC early 2013.
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Re: My infertility reoccurring dream

  • hollyweenORhollyweenOR member
    Ugh! That has to be a massive bummer of a dream. :
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  • QOTRQOTR member
    that's the kind of dream that makes you yearn for the alarm clock.
    Me-41, Hubby-40.
    1st BFP-8/17/12!  Missed Miscarriage discovered @ 8 week US.  D&C.
    2nd BFP-2/13/13!  Blighted Ovum discovered @ 8 week US. Natural miscarriage.
    3rd BFP-5/22/13!  By early June, progesterone plummeting.  Another loss.
    August 2013 - started Donor Egg process, but surprise BFP with my own eggs.
    Dear Son born 5/28/14
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  • BeckyP005BeckyP005 member
    imageQOTR:
    that's the kind of dream that makes you yearn for the alarm clock.
    Ha...so true

    ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
    Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive.  Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)

    DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN  DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!


     

     

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  • MarylandWedMarylandWed member
    Yeah it's really disappointing in the dream and I feel kind of foolish for thinking I was pregnant and telling people when I never was.
    Me:39 Dx LPD, Fibroid, AMA and all that goes with that. H:37 Dx low motility and low morphology. TTC since 3/12. Clomid 8/12 and 9/12: BFN. 11/12 on a break for Myomectomy sched. 11/26. Resume TTC early 2013.
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  • Jacque SillsJacque Sills member

    Don't feel foolish that your true desires are just coming out in your dream.....I just think it is your minds way of getting through this TTC/IF stuff......

    There is nothing wrong that you desire to be able to tell people that you are pregnant.  I know that I would love to say that, too......

    Take care.

    Lilypie Trying to Conceive 15 to 80 day cycle tickers
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  • HeathernStevenHeathernSteven member
    imageJacque Sills:

    Don't feel foolish that your true desires are just coming out in your dream.....I just think it is your minds way of getting through this TTC/IF stuff......

    There is nothing wrong that you desire to be able to tell people that you are pregnant.  I know that I would love to say that, too......

    Take care.

    I <3 jacque she always has such a wonderful way of saying things. My first reaction was wow that sucks! But her comment is so much better! let's pretend I said somthing as wonderful too :)

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    Me: 41 DH: 46. We are TTC our 1st, started July '11,
    3 cycles clomid with Ob,
    1 cycle Tamoxifen with Ob,
    Diagnosed PCOS 11/5/12
    clomid, trigger & timed bd 12/12 BFN
    1st clomid IUI 1/4/13 BFN.
    2nd clomid IUI 2/13 cancelled didn't respond to clomid.
    3/15/13 scheduled laparoscopy & on bcp.

    May 10 IUI from injectibles - BFN 

    May 22 done with interventions it will either happen or it won't. 

    February 2014 No longer actively trying, but not preventing. 

    SURPISE BFP 4/2/2015!!!!!!!!!!

    Miscarriage 4/23/15

     

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