April 2013 Moms
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Blindsided by my own emotions!

I am sitting here crying about going back to work Monday. I really thought I was ok with this! Have even been looking forward to it....and now that its in sight I'm a mess.

This sucks and it doesn't help that LO had a rough day....so naturally all I can think about is that happening again and me not being with her.

Ugh.


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Re: Blindsided by my own emotions!

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    I dont go back for another week and I have been crying for weeks. I love my job nor ever wanted to be a SAHM, but I desperately don't want to leave her day after day... I know it'll get easier just wish she was a little older... I feel your pain momma, hang in there
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    Just think of it as you being able to get a check now to buy her more fun things!

    It will get better as time goes on, but I don't think that feeling ever goes away. Just wait until she smiles at you after work, you will melt even more. Do you have a way to keep in contact of the person watching her during your work hours?

    Skype is also free, this is how I communicate with my husband while I am out here with my family. 

     
     
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    When I read your post title, all I could think of is this.

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    But really, it'll be okay! Of course you'll miss her, but its nice to get dressed and go to work and talk to adults.....and then come home for baby snuggles. :)

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    It is another huge change to go back to work, just when you feel like you had a good routine established with your LO. But it will be ok good luck and try to relax and enjoy your weekend with the baby!
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