Just venting

Aerial21

So im kind of new to the bump but i've been ttc since December of 2011 after the loss of my first pregnancy in my of 2011.... Its been hard seeing as im only 22 and the doctors say that it should just happen im young and healthy BUT the reality is its not happening! Me and my husband just got married the begining of this month  :-D and so we are being very hopeful that now that we are married we'll be blessed... But the waiting for two weeks to see if it worked is hard, the getting a cycle every month is driving me crazy, the charting is working my nerve, and the fear that at the age of 22 i might have a fertility problem haunts me in my sleep. Im not sure how to handle all of this and i dont want to really go crazy over this whole ttc, is it so bad to just want a family of your own?? Keeping my fingers crossed this month and praying july passes me by without a cycle:-)