I have suffered from PCOS for 13 years, been married for 11, and I've never been pregnant.
I recently lost 30lbs, got in shape, and was really enjoying life, and suddenly I found out I was pregnant. We were over the moon grateful and so excited. On Father's Day we announced that we were pregnant to our church (my husband is a pastor). I never had any problems, no cramping, bleeding, or any problems!
We went in on Tuesday for our 12 week u/s and checkup only to find that our baby had died. We were scheduled for a D&C later that day. Since then I've experienced the worse constipation of my life, bloating, cramping, low abdominal and lower back pain, headaches.
I'm so sad, I can't sleep, I'm having dreams. I can tell my hormones are changing...I'm an emotional mess. My body feels different, but I can't pinpoint it. I'm scared about lactating (I had a dream about it). I'm worried about going back to work (tomorrow) at a preschool where my other two coworkers are also pregnant.
I'm scared of never feeling normal again. How long will the cramping last? The pain? The sore stomach? I'm a mess!
Re: 12 week M/C, D&C, So many questions!
I am so sorry! I had a DnC for Missed miscarriage at 15 weeks baby made it to 14 weeks. The DnC wasn't that bad but I handle surgery pretty well. The cramping afterwards was managed by ibuprofen 800. And I stopped it after 2 days. I was up and walking around the day after. I did lay low for about 2 days though. Now my emotions were all over the place. Your hormones will drop rapidly after the DnC. You will feel like you are crashing. I did for about two weeks. At my 2 week appt my hcg was 4 and the Dr. said that was normal. The dr. Actually recommended 2 weeks off work for me. I took a week and half, but the first 2 days back to work were sooo hard. I am a schoolteacher. I am so sorry about your loss. You might be surprised at how your husband congregation will support you. Hugs!
BFP #2 March 21, 2010 CP 3/28/2010
BFP # 3 August 1, 2010 baby boy April 7, 2011
BFP #4 February 9, 2013 missed miscarriage @ 15 weeks on May 1st , 2013.
fingers crossed BFP #5 10/03/2013 due June 10, 2014. Unplanned C-Section on May 29, 2014. Welcome Grant!