*There's no real point to this to post. I'm just upset and venting
I know the hormones are not helping this at all, and this is honestly the first time I'm praying thats all it is.
I have two dogs, sisters, that are 8 and 9 years old this year. I've had them both since they were babies and for all this time they have been my children. I love my dogs. Recently two dogs in my town were diagnosed with parvo, so just to be on top of things I took my girls for an exam and booster shot. When we got to the vet they mentioned that Isabelle (my 8yo) had lost about 6-7 pounds since March. Afghan Hounds are supposed be to lean but I'd noticed her weight loss myself. She was down to 42 when she's normally closer to 50. So the vet says to up her calorie intake and swing by in a few weeks to weigh her. If she hasnt gained we'll run some tests. Well, I couldn't wait that long to know if something was wrong so I went by this morning for a blood draw on her (another $130 to add to the $1k+ we've spent at the vet this year alone)
Good news is she gained about 1 pound from last week. But the whole time we were there she was whining, crying, howling and shaking. She's never acted that way before, and she's been to this vet several times. I didn't understand what was wrong and it just made me so upset. The vet doesnt seem concerned her blood tests will show anything bad but said it's best to be safe.
My paranoid mind is in panic mode. Did he tell me that to make me feel better because I was obviously upset at the clinic and very pregnant? I can't help but think something is wrong with her and she's like my baby so I'm all upset and crying. Every little thing thats out of the norm sets me off worrying about her.
I have an appointment with my MFM this afternoon so they'll be alone most of the day and now I'm paranoid to leave her. I keep telling myself that my other dog (her big sis) would let me know if something was wrong. That this whole thing is just her reactions to my actual baby coming soon. I'm so freaked out!
Re: So Stressed about my Dog (long)
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5/07 - DD conceived naturally cycle #1
8/09 - Started TTC #2
11/10 - BFP!
12/10 - MC (Chemical Pregnancy)
2/11 - IUI #1 with clomid & trigger = BFN
5/11- Switched to a Fertility Specialist, Dx with low progesterone and annovulatory, several rounds of
clomid = BFN's
4/12 - Exploratory Lap, Dx Stage III endo
5/12 - 7/12 - Lupron injections to suppress AF and reduce scar tissue
8/12 - Surgery to remove tissue, uterus and tubes clear!
9/12-12/12 - More BFN's!
1/13 - Referred to an RE
2/13 - IUI #1 with injects and new RE = BFN
3/13 - 4/13 - Break due to cysts
5/13 - IUI #2 with injects (125ml bravelle + trigger) = BFP!!!
EDD - 1/23/14
TTC: 05/2011 Me: 32, All Clear DH: 38 Dx: MFI Low Testosterone & 1% Morphology
IVF #1 w/ICSI & IMSI, 12/03/12: ER: 27R, 20M, 15F
4 blasts frozen (3BA 4BA 4BB 5BB) b/c of moderate OHSS
FET #1: 02/08/13 Transferred 3BA & 4BA | HPT 5dp5dt BFP!
10dp5dt Beta #1 - 810 | 12dp5dt Beta #2 - 1843
Thanks ladies. I'm just so scared something is wrong with her. Sometimes she seems totally fine and other times I just feel like something is off. I'm hoping its just her reacting to baby coming soon. Even if its just her feeding off my anxiety about her I'd feel better.
Thank God this blood test will be back tomorrow afternoon so I'll know one way or another. I just need her to be okay.
TTC: 05/2011 Me: 32, All Clear DH: 38 Dx: MFI Low Testosterone & 1% Morphology
IVF #1 w/ICSI & IMSI, 12/03/12: ER: 27R, 20M, 15F
4 blasts frozen (3BA 4BA 4BB 5BB) b/c of moderate OHSS
FET #1: 02/08/13 Transferred 3BA & 4BA | HPT 5dp5dt BFP!
10dp5dt Beta #1 - 810 | 12dp5dt Beta #2 - 1843
Lap&Dye/Hysterscopy Feb 2012: Endo stage 2
April - June 2012: Femera 5 mg & 3 IUIs = All BFN July/August 2012: IVF #1 = C/P
September/October 2012: IVF #2 BFP! Beta 1= 223 Beta 2 = 480 Beta 3 = 11,440
My beautiful daughter was born June 21, 2013
TTC #2 naturally, no luck
IVF #3 April 2015: BFN
IVF #4 July 2015: BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt = 409, Beta 2 13dp5dt = 1743