Venting...very upset and frankly pissed off

cawettig

Today has been hard, I was so excited for DH to have his first fathers day with Arianna. Today we are both having a very hard time. My DH best friend and his wife were over today meeting someone to buy their car from them. I have talked about before how hard it is to be around his wife right now because she is due in a month. They guy that was buying their car from them was in our dining room and they were signing papers, they say good bye and thank you and then I hear it and omg did it hurt so f'ing bad..."Thank you and congrats on the new baby coming! I hope everything goes well and it is healthy!" My chest was on fire... all I could think about was when they told us her heart stopped beating. I know she deserves to hear that but omg did it kill me. I am so hurt by it. I am so sick of everyone having babies all around me, I am sick of the meth addicted pieces of crap that come into my work pregnant with no prenatal care. I am so f'ing sick of crying babies everywhere. I am so sick of being so angry at everyone when they did nothing to deserve it (well besides the p.o.s meth heads that come in). Sorry I just needed to vent. 

jess123456

Hugs to you. So sorry that you had a tough day. It stings so bad and please know that you are not alone in feeling this way.

shandorfml2

((((hugs))))  I totally get it.

PerkyErky

Huge hugs! You most definitely are not alone in your feelings. Especially in regards to the p.o.s. meth heads. My son who I adopted, his bio mom was...is...a meth addict and I am pissed everyday she got to have 3 babies and didnt give a crap about them. I did everything right, EVERYTHING, and I lost my daughter. My planned for and so loved daughter.

tuscanbride2007

((HUGS)) It sucks and we totally get how you feel. Why was and still is a question that I ask A LOT.

bunnybun4

so sorry you are going through all of this.  Your anger is so normal...we all feel it and hate it.  ((HUGS))

Dixon813

cawettig:

Today has been hard, I was so excited for DH to have his first fathers day with Arianna. Today we are both having a very hard time. My DH best friend and his wife were over today meeting someone to buy their car from them. I have talked about before how hard it is to be around his wife right now because she is due in a month. They guy that was buying their car from them was in our dining room and they were signing papers, they say good bye and thank you and then I hear it and omg did it hurt so f'ing bad..."Thank you and congrats on the new baby coming! I hope everything goes well and it is healthy!" My chest was on fire... all I could think about was when they told us her heart stopped beating. I know she deserves to hear that but omg did it kill me. I am so hurt by it. I am so sick of everyone having babies all around me, I am sick of the meth addicted pieces of crap that come into my work pregnant with no prenatal care. I am so f'ing sick of crying babies everywhere. I am so sick of being so angry at everyone when they did nothing to deserve it (well besides the p.o.s meth heads that come in). Sorry I just needed to vent. 

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