So lets talk about this one.... Me and DH have been discussing this topic I the hut tub as of late. We both are not really on the same page and in trying to get him on my page ...
So question is . Do you tell your DE daughter or son what you went through to get them from a very young age or do you wait till you think they are ready and can understand???
Me 34 and DH 39 married in aug. 2002
Did 5 round of clomid 2010 =BFN
High levels of NK CELLS DX sept.2012 DOR:# 0.02
IVF #1 May 2012 ER 4, EF 2, ET 2 =BFN
MINI IVF Oct.2012 Cancelled 10-27-12
Ivf #3 Antagonist Protocol April 2013
Shared cycle..Donor cycled in July Got 12 eggs 9 fertilized and 8 frozen!!
DE FET #1 Sept. 3rd 2013 FIRST BFP EVER 5dp5dt
miscarried Sept 24th at 5 weeks 5 days
Etopic D&C and hysterscopy Nov 5 2013
dx with pre genetic blood clotting dec 2013
FET #2 Jan 31st 2014
Miscarried for a second time again at 5 weeks 5 days
Currently fostering to adopt an amazing little 1 year old boy..P.J!
When I first started investigating DEmbryos, this was a huge topic on my mind. The last thing I wanted to do is scar my children by taking the wrong approach. I researched the daylights out of it and even talked to a psychologist who specialized in children born of donor gametes.
Overwhelmingly the evidence pointed to having children understand their special origins from before they can remember otherwise. It should always be a part of their normal. The part that can be troublesome for children is remembering the day that they received "the talk" that they are not genetically related.
As a suggestion, the psychologist said to document the process of how they came to you in a loving and beautiful way. Find mementos, and journal it all into a child's book. Document the cycle in a child-friendly way, and continue into the pregnancy/birth. Continue documenting until they are a toddler and start reading it to them. They will just "know" this is who they are, and they will know it was a beautiful and loving story. Not one to be ashamed of. Secrets generally imply shame, so the psychologist reiterated how critical it was to be transparent with our child.
Oh and we've opted to use the term "baby seed" since that seems to be explanatory without going too into the birds and the bees. Sometimes mommies and daddies have their own baby seeds to grow a family (like a garden) and sometimes they get help from others. But in the end, they are a family just the same.
It's a common topic on the minds of those using TPR but this is what I've learned in my research. I think it's important that they know from the beginning.
Oh and I find our hot tub is like the number one place for serious conversations as well. Something about the warm bubbly water seems to really encourage deep conversation!
Good luck, Lacy!
************ Signature/Ticker Warning ************ Me (32) DH (36) - Finding our way to baby #1 Me: POF/DOR - AMH <0.16, heterozygous c677t MTHFR, insulin resistant and gluten intolerant DH: Severe MFI 12/2/11 - IUI #1- BFN 8/1/12 - IVF #1 - Zero response from max stims (600iu intramuscularly) My ovaries are just for decoration
12/6/12 - Adopted five embryos that had been frozen for over ten years! 2/11/13 - DEmbryo FET #1 Thawed four, sadly two didn't survive. Transferred two beautiful blasts. 2/16/13 - First BFP of my life @ 6dp5dt! EDD 10/30/13 3/27/13 - After beta and u/s hell, no heartbeat ever detected. D&C at 9w1d. 6/5/13 - Adopted four new embryos that had been frozen for seven years! 9/12/13 - DEmbryo FET #2. Thawed and transferred two beautiful blasts 9/17/13 - BFP @ 5dp6dt! EDD 05/31/14 9/29/13 - m/c @ 5w1d.
11/19/13 - DEmbryo FET #3. Thawed and transferred one blast from each batch. Wow! 11/23/13 - BFP @ 4dp6dt! EDD 8/7/13 Beta #1 @ 13dp6dt - 522 Beta #2 @ 16dp6dt - 1373 6w5d ultrasound showed one perfect baby with a beautiful heartbeat of 134bpm!
Snowflake baby is a girl! Our beautiful Snowflake girl arrived on July 22, 2014! My embryo adoption blog: Wishing on a Snowflake
Thanks for that Liz. I believe exactly what you believe and am trying to get DH on the same page. He's pretty easy to talk into things and I have explained my side of all this and I think he's slowly seeing it my way now. Most people don't really truly know what it's like to actually have to think seriously about this question so people like us on this board it's nice getting to see there approach on this topic!!!
Thanks for the great ideas about the book. I know they sell one in amazon so I'm curious to read it. Good luck to you too!!!
Me 34 and DH 39 married in aug. 2002
Did 5 round of clomid 2010 =BFN
High levels of NK CELLS DX sept.2012 DOR:# 0.02
IVF #1 May 2012 ER 4, EF 2, ET 2 =BFN
MINI IVF Oct.2012 Cancelled 10-27-12
Ivf #3 Antagonist Protocol April 2013
Shared cycle..Donor cycled in July Got 12 eggs 9 fertilized and 8 frozen!!
DE FET #1 Sept. 3rd 2013 FIRST BFP EVER 5dp5dt
miscarried Sept 24th at 5 weeks 5 days
Etopic D&C and hysterscopy Nov 5 2013
dx with pre genetic blood clotting dec 2013
FET #2 Jan 31st 2014
Miscarried for a second time again at 5 weeks 5 days
Currently fostering to adopt an amazing little 1 year old boy..P.J!
When I first started investigating DEmbryos, this was a huge topic on my mind. The last thing I wanted to do is scar my children by taking the wrong approach. I researched the daylights out of it and even talked to a psychologist who specialized in children born of donor gametes.Overwhelmingly the evidence pointed to having children understand their special origins from before they can remember otherwise. It should always be a part of their normal. The part that can be troublesome for children is remembering the day that they received "the talk" that they are not genetically related.As a suggestion, the psychologist said to document the process of how they came to you in a loving and beautiful way. Find mementos, and journal it all into a child's book. Document the cycle in a childfriendly way, and continue into the pregnancy/birth. Continue documenting until they are a toddler and start reading it to them. They will just "know" this is who they are, and they will know it was a beautiful and loving story. Not one to be ashamed of. Secrets generally imply shame, so the psychologist reiterated how critical it was to be transparent with our child.Oh and we've opted to use the term "baby seed" since that seems to be explanatory without going too into the birds and the bees. Sometimes mommies and daddies have their own baby seeds to grow a family like a garden and sometimes they get help from others. But in the end, they are a family just the same. :It's a common topic on the minds of those using TPR but this is what I've learned in my research. I think it's important that they know from the beginning.Oh and I find our hot tub is like the number one place for serious conversations as well. Something about the warm bubbly water seems to really encourage deep conversation!Good luck, Lacy!
This a hundred percent. I'm adopted and can't recall a time that I didn't know. My mom read adoption based books to me starting at a very young age. It has always been my normal and we want this for our child as well.
TTC since June 2011
DX: DH (30) severe MFI, severely low count & low motility
Me (32): all clear
Appt with Urologist 5/21/12: exam, ultrasound, bloodwork all normal. Testicular Biopsy with TESE on 6/8/12. good sperm found! (left side only) froze sperm, failed thaw test
Orientation for IVF/ICSI on 6/13/12. Waiting for the green light following biopsy results...results show adequate sperm production both sides. 2nd SA 6/18/12: sample is "adequate for ICSI" Plan: IVF/ICSI July 2012! ER: 7/26/12. 15 eggs retrieved, all mature. TESE/TESA/aspiration from epididymis, no motile sperm found froze all eggs, the saga of praying for good sperm continues. 8/3/12: 2nd opinion from MFI uro on biopsy slides. Suspects "partial late maturation arrest." Plan: more SAs, third biopsy/TESE with frozen back-up either from DH or DS. SA 8/17/12: Zero sperm SA 8/23/12: Zero sperm 9/26/12: SPERM FOUND! 15 eggs thawed, 12 survived and were ICSI'd, only 3 fertilized normally. Refrozen as embies and will thaw in Nov. Please survive and grow! All 3 survived the thaw on 11/15/12! FET 11/17/12: transferred 2, one 4B, one 4C. Beta 11/30:BFFN moving on to DS DIUI#1 2/18/13,50mg Clomid cd 3-7, Ovidrel trigger, Beta 3/4/13: BFN. DIUI#2 3/19/13, 50 mg Clomid cd 3-7, Ovidrel trigger, Beta #1 (14dpiui) 4/2/13: BFP!!!! 150. Beta #2 4/4/13: 420 Beta #3 4/8/13: 2691. Beta #4 4/15/13: 15,086 1st u/s 4/8/13 shows one gestational sac 2nd u/s 4/15/13 shows yolk sac, fetal pole and early heartbeat 3rd u/s 4/25/13: measuring right on track. Heart rate 148 bpm A/S 7/22/13: IT'S A BOY!! PAIF/SAIF Always Welcome
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Thanks for that Liz. I believe exactly what you believe and am trying to get DH on the same page. He's pretty easy to talk into things and I have explained my side of all this and I think he's slowly seeing it my way now. Most people don't really truly know what it's like to actually have to think seriously about this question so people like us on this board it's nice getting to see there approach on this topic!!!
Thanks for the great ideas about the book. I know they sell one in amazon so I'm curious to read it. Good luck to you too!!!
I saw the books on Amazon and they are great as well. But the one that my psychologist suggested is a customized one that I'll make that speaks specifically to/about that child. I originally was going to use a scrapbook to tell the story, but I think I'm actually going to use a site like shutterfly or something to make an actual professional-looking bound book. We will see when the time comes! I'll probably get it together after my second trimester.
As far as YH goes, MH was similar in the beginning. Talking to the psychologist together really opened his eyes. Do you have to go to a psychologist for your DE cycle? If not, I'd still recommend it. It was extremely helpful!
************ Signature/Ticker Warning ************ Me (32) DH (36) - Finding our way to baby #1 Me: POF/DOR - AMH <0.16, heterozygous c677t MTHFR, insulin resistant and gluten intolerant DH: Severe MFI 12/2/11 - IUI #1- BFN 8/1/12 - IVF #1 - Zero response from max stims (600iu intramuscularly) My ovaries are just for decoration
12/6/12 - Adopted five embryos that had been frozen for over ten years! 2/11/13 - DEmbryo FET #1 Thawed four, sadly two didn't survive. Transferred two beautiful blasts. 2/16/13 - First BFP of my life @ 6dp5dt! EDD 10/30/13 3/27/13 - After beta and u/s hell, no heartbeat ever detected. D&C at 9w1d. 6/5/13 - Adopted four new embryos that had been frozen for seven years! 9/12/13 - DEmbryo FET #2. Thawed and transferred two beautiful blasts 9/17/13 - BFP @ 5dp6dt! EDD 05/31/14 9/29/13 - m/c @ 5w1d.
11/19/13 - DEmbryo FET #3. Thawed and transferred one blast from each batch. Wow! 11/23/13 - BFP @ 4dp6dt! EDD 8/7/13 Beta #1 @ 13dp6dt - 522 Beta #2 @ 16dp6dt - 1373 6w5d ultrasound showed one perfect baby with a beautiful heartbeat of 134bpm!
Snowflake baby is a girl! Our beautiful Snowflake girl arrived on July 22, 2014! My embryo adoption blog: Wishing on a Snowflake
I have also done a ton of research on this one and I know a few DE kids IRL. Pretty much everyone agrees the children should grow up knowing their special story. Today families are created in a number of different ways and it's their right to know their story. Secrets in families are toxic and when they eventually come out it will be a horrible event. This is a really good resource: https://www.pved.org/disclosure.html
It took a while for DH to come around to this. He really wanted to protect the kid(s) from all possible negative feelings but as the article points out, that's just unrealistic.
Thanks for that Liz. I believe exactly what you believe and am trying to get DH on the same page. He's pretty easy to talk into things and I have explained my side of all this and I think he's slowly seeing it my way now. Most people don't really truly know what it's like to actually have to think seriously about this question so people like us on this board it's nice getting to see there approach on this topic!!!
Thanks for the great ideas about the book. I know they sell one in amazon so I'm curious to read it. Good luck to you too!!!
I saw the books on Amazon and they are great as well. But the one that my psychologist suggested is a customized one that I'll make that speaks specifically to/about that child. I originally was going to use a scrapbook to tell the story, but I think I'm actually going to use a site like shutterfly or something to make an actual professional-looking bound book. We will see when the time comes! I'll probably get it together after my second trimester.
As far as YH goes, MH was similar in the beginning. Talking to the psychologist together really opened his eyes. Do you have to go to a psychologist for your DE cycle? If not, I'd still recommend it. It was extremely helpful!
They never said I have to see a psychologist yet so who knows. I would like to go to one anyways so we gotta set that up.
Me 34 and DH 39 married in aug. 2002
Did 5 round of clomid 2010 =BFN
High levels of NK CELLS DX sept.2012 DOR:# 0.02
IVF #1 May 2012 ER 4, EF 2, ET 2 =BFN
MINI IVF Oct.2012 Cancelled 10-27-12
Ivf #3 Antagonist Protocol April 2013
Shared cycle..Donor cycled in July Got 12 eggs 9 fertilized and 8 frozen!!
DE FET #1 Sept. 3rd 2013 FIRST BFP EVER 5dp5dt
miscarried Sept 24th at 5 weeks 5 days
Etopic D&C and hysterscopy Nov 5 2013
dx with pre genetic blood clotting dec 2013
FET #2 Jan 31st 2014
Miscarried for a second time again at 5 weeks 5 days
Currently fostering to adopt an amazing little 1 year old boy..P.J!
Thanks for that Liz. I believe exactly what you believe and am trying to get DH on the same page. He's pretty easy to talk into things and I have explained my side of all this and I think he's slowly seeing it my way now. Most people don't really truly know what it's like to actually have to think seriously about this question so people like us on this board it's nice getting to see there approach on this topic!!!
Thanks for the great ideas about the book. I know they sell one in amazon so I'm curious to read it. Good luck to you too!!!
I saw the books on Amazon and they are great as well. But the one that my psychologist suggested is a customized one that I'll make that speaks specifically to/about that child. I originally was going to use a scrapbook to tell the story, but I think I'm actually going to use a site like shutterfly or something to make an actual professional-looking bound book. We will see when the time comes! I'll probably get it together after my second trimester.
As far as YH goes, MH was similar in the beginning. Talking to the psychologist together really opened his eyes. Do you have to go to a psychologist for your DE cycle? If not, I'd still recommend it. It was extremely helpful!
They never said I have to see a psychologist yet so who knows. I would like to go to one anyways so we gotta set that up.
One of the requirements to do DE at my clinic was to meet with the Psychologist, and I am so glad that we did! She had example books that were written about ART to help children of different ages understand how much they were wanted and how many different ways families come to be. If we ask our child "when did you first learn that you were conceived using DE?"......we want his/her answer to be "I've always known."
TTC since 10/09
Me-43 DH-44
RE and testing 10/10-11/10, Recommending IVF
1/11 New RE
AMA and DOR-DH low motility
IVF #1.1 cancelled 3/11 due to poor response IVF #1.2 May 2011, one perfect 8-cell embryo, 3dt-BFN, IVF #2.1 Converted to IUI d/t poor response. New RE 9/2011. IVF 2.2 completed using HGH,EPP,DHEA, Q-10 and accupuncture. Transferred one 8-cell, grade one embryo on 10/19. BFP 10/31/11 Chemical pregancy on 11/2/11. Started stims for IVF #3, our final try, on 12-2-11. ET on 12/18. Transferred 3 Grade A embryos-BFFN Planning DE IVF, late March/early April- Donors ER expected to be 4/2-4/4.
PAIF/SAIF welcome
An itsy bitsy gift of life seems to be really popular and mommy was your tummy big. Those seem to pop up the most but I personally like Liz's idea of making your own and doing pictures and stuff.
Me 34 and DH 39 married in aug. 2002
Did 5 round of clomid 2010 =BFN
High levels of NK CELLS DX sept.2012 DOR:# 0.02
IVF #1 May 2012 ER 4, EF 2, ET 2 =BFN
MINI IVF Oct.2012 Cancelled 10-27-12
Ivf #3 Antagonist Protocol April 2013
Shared cycle..Donor cycled in July Got 12 eggs 9 fertilized and 8 frozen!!
DE FET #1 Sept. 3rd 2013 FIRST BFP EVER 5dp5dt
miscarried Sept 24th at 5 weeks 5 days
Etopic D&C and hysterscopy Nov 5 2013
dx with pre genetic blood clotting dec 2013
FET #2 Jan 31st 2014
Miscarried for a second time again at 5 weeks 5 days
Currently fostering to adopt an amazing little 1 year old boy..P.J!
An itsy bitsy gift of life seems to he really poplar and mommy was your tummy big. Those seem to pop up the lost hut I personally like Liz's idea of making your own and doing pictures and stuff.
I posted a similar question on my blog a few weeks ago and one of my readers posted this beautiful book she had made when they adopted their baby girl. I thought it was perfect and plan to do one very similar.
************ Signature/Ticker Warning ************ Me (32) DH (36) - Finding our way to baby #1 Me: POF/DOR - AMH <0.16, heterozygous c677t MTHFR, insulin resistant and gluten intolerant DH: Severe MFI 12/2/11 - IUI #1- BFN 8/1/12 - IVF #1 - Zero response from max stims (600iu intramuscularly) My ovaries are just for decoration
12/6/12 - Adopted five embryos that had been frozen for over ten years! 2/11/13 - DEmbryo FET #1 Thawed four, sadly two didn't survive. Transferred two beautiful blasts. 2/16/13 - First BFP of my life @ 6dp5dt! EDD 10/30/13 3/27/13 - After beta and u/s hell, no heartbeat ever detected. D&C at 9w1d. 6/5/13 - Adopted four new embryos that had been frozen for seven years! 9/12/13 - DEmbryo FET #2. Thawed and transferred two beautiful blasts 9/17/13 - BFP @ 5dp6dt! EDD 05/31/14 9/29/13 - m/c @ 5w1d.
11/19/13 - DEmbryo FET #3. Thawed and transferred one blast from each batch. Wow! 11/23/13 - BFP @ 4dp6dt! EDD 8/7/13 Beta #1 @ 13dp6dt - 522 Beta #2 @ 16dp6dt - 1373 6w5d ultrasound showed one perfect baby with a beautiful heartbeat of 134bpm!
Snowflake baby is a girl! Our beautiful Snowflake girl arrived on July 22, 2014! My embryo adoption blog: Wishing on a Snowflake
MH is so hard to talk to. We really haven't had this discussion yet. I'm sure we will tell him/her early on but is anyone NOT telling pp that they used DE? Not sure what MH thinks about this. Only a few know...
I assume pp might think we did some form of treatment of my age? Idk....
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11.
2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do
"shared" program.
Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months.
Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
I will be creating a special book for our baby as well. I also plan on using the baby seed term and reading it to them as a baby. We were told it is best to be open with the child as early as possible.
I plan to include their embryo picture, a pic of the positive hpt and basically how excited we are to meet them. I want to put ultrasound pics, letters to them about all of the things we hope to do with them, ect. The book will emphasize how very badly they were wanted and how much they are loved as well as begin to introduce the way they were created.
Btw, I understand not everyone is comfortable being open and I respect there are not black and white answers.
These are very difficult and personal decisions and I feel everyone needs to do what is best for their family.
Me (32) DOR, elevated NK Cells/ 2 copies of MTHFR mutation/ MH (35) azoo/high DFI
(TTC#1 since 2009)
IVFs#1-4: (4/10-2/12) all BFN
Surprise Bfp (9/11) - c/p
DS IUI#1-2 (9/12, 10/12) - BFN
DS IVF: (11/12) - BFN
DE/DS IVF#1: (10/13) - 2 day 3 embies transferred-BFFN
FET of 2 day 6 blasts: (12/13) - c/p
DE/DS IVF #2: (4/14) - 1 day 5 blast transferred...BFFN...again.
FET 5/14: 1 day 5 hatching blast transferred...another BFFN
MH is so hard to talk to. We really haven't had this discussion yet. I'm sure we will tell him/her early on but is anyone NOT telling pp that they used DE? Not sure what MH thinks about this. Only a few know...
I assume pp might think we did some form of treatment of my age? Idk....
While I feel it's very important to inform the child at an early age, I'm also a bit concerned about privacy and not wanting the whole world to know that we used DE's to conceive our (hopefully future) children. At least that's where it gets hairy for me...wanting to be open with my child but somehow relaying to them that they don't need to disclose it to everyone they meet, as sometimes young children have no filter (LOL). Maybe it's my own hang-up, but I feel strongly that not everyone in my life needs to know, so how do you strike the balance with your child (being open and honest) yet also relaying the sense of privacy (vs. secrecy) about their conception?
I don't know if other hetero couples feel this way...for example, I would think it is somewhat easier for same sex couples to explain the process, as it is just a medical fact that you need an egg and sperm for conception, so it would be a given that a donor would be needed. That said, I would think that regardless of sexual orientation, the parent without the genetic link may face similar issues, when discussing the donation process.
Me: AMA, DOR, undetectable AMH, carrier of SMA, MTHFR homozygous C677T, high cytokines, low IGg B cells, Factor XIII V34l mutation, High Anti-Phosphatidylethanolmine, borderline hypothyroid and mildly insulin resistant.
MH: No known issues, aside from MTHFR.
Recommendations from RI: LIT, Humira, IVIG, Lovenox, Baby Aspirin, Folic Acid, Low-dose synthroid and Metformin.
Currently taking: Pre-Natal vitamins, Foltanx, Low-dose synthroid and Metformin.
When cycling also taking: Baby Aspirin, Lovenox, Humira and IVIG.
TTC since 7/11/09..with medical intervention starting in 2010, including 4 failed IVF's and 6 failed IUI's...only "success" was a chemical pregnancy in 11/2012 (credited to use of DE).
FET #1 (11th cycle) on 8/23/13 = BFN.
FET #2 (12th cycle) Transfer of last two (day 6) donor egg blasts on 1/22/14 = BFP, EDD = 10/10/14 (please stick little BOY!)
Re: Serious discussion
When I first started investigating DEmbryos, this was a huge topic on my mind. The last thing I wanted to do is scar my children by taking the wrong approach. I researched the daylights out of it and even talked to a psychologist who specialized in children born of donor gametes.
Overwhelmingly the evidence pointed to having children understand their special origins from before they can remember otherwise. It should always be a part of their normal. The part that can be troublesome for children is remembering the day that they received "the talk" that they are not genetically related.
As a suggestion, the psychologist said to document the process of how they came to you in a loving and beautiful way. Find mementos, and journal it all into a child's book. Document the cycle in a child-friendly way, and continue into the pregnancy/birth. Continue documenting until they are a toddler and start reading it to them. They will just "know" this is who they are, and they will know it was a beautiful and loving story. Not one to be ashamed of. Secrets generally imply shame, so the psychologist reiterated how critical it was to be transparent with our child.
Oh and we've opted to use the term "baby seed" since that seems to be explanatory without going too into the birds and the bees. Sometimes mommies and daddies have their own baby seeds to grow a family (like a garden) and sometimes they get help from others. But in the end, they are a family just the same.
It's a common topic on the minds of those using TPR but this is what I've learned in my research. I think it's important that they know from the beginning.
Oh and I find our hot tub is like the number one place for serious conversations as well. Something about the warm bubbly water seems to really encourage deep conversation!
Good luck, Lacy!
************ Signature/Ticker Warning ************
Me (32) DH (36) - Finding our way to baby #1
Me: POF/DOR - AMH <0.16, heterozygous c677t MTHFR, insulin resistant and gluten intolerant
DH: Severe MFI
12/2/11 - IUI #1- BFN
8/1/12 - IVF #1 - Zero response from max stims (600iu intramuscularly)
My ovaries are just for decoration
12/6/12 - Adopted five embryos that had been frozen for over ten years!
2/11/13 - DEmbryo FET #1 Thawed four, sadly two didn't survive. Transferred two beautiful blasts.
2/16/13 - First BFP of my life @ 6dp5dt! EDD 10/30/13
3/27/13 - After beta and u/s hell, no heartbeat ever detected. D&C at 9w1d.
6/5/13 - Adopted four new embryos that had been frozen for seven years!
9/12/13 - DEmbryo FET #2. Thawed and transferred two beautiful blasts
9/17/13 - BFP @ 5dp6dt! EDD 05/31/14
9/29/13 - m/c @ 5w1d.
11/19/13 - DEmbryo FET #3. Thawed and transferred one blast from each batch. Wow!
11/23/13 - BFP @ 4dp6dt! EDD 8/7/13
Beta #1 @ 13dp6dt - 522 Beta #2 @ 16dp6dt - 1373
6w5d ultrasound showed one perfect baby with a beautiful heartbeat of 134bpm!
Snowflake baby is a girl!
Our beautiful Snowflake girl arrived on July 22, 2014!
My embryo adoption blog: Wishing on a Snowflake
Thanks for the great ideas about the book. I know they sell one in amazon so I'm curious to read it. Good luck to you too!!!
This a hundred percent. I'm adopted and can't recall a time that I didn't know. My mom read adoption based books to me starting at a very young age. It has always been my normal and we want this for our child as well.
DX: DH (30) severe MFI, severely low count & low motility
Me (32): all clear
Appt with Urologist 5/21/12: exam, ultrasound, bloodwork all normal.
Testicular Biopsy with TESE on 6/8/12. good sperm found! (left side only) froze sperm, failed thaw test
Orientation for IVF/ICSI on 6/13/12. Waiting for the green light following biopsy results...results show adequate sperm production both sides.
2nd SA 6/18/12: sample is "adequate for ICSI"
Plan: IVF/ICSI July 2012!
ER: 7/26/12. 15 eggs retrieved, all mature.
TESE/TESA/aspiration from epididymis, no motile sperm found
froze all eggs, the saga of praying for good sperm continues.
8/3/12: 2nd opinion from MFI uro on biopsy slides. Suspects "partial late maturation arrest."
Plan: more SAs, third biopsy/TESE with frozen back-up either from DH or DS.
SA 8/17/12: Zero sperm
SA 8/23/12: Zero sperm
9/26/12: SPERM FOUND! 15 eggs thawed, 12 survived and were ICSI'd, only 3 fertilized normally. Refrozen as embies and will thaw in Nov. Please survive and grow!
All 3 survived the thaw on 11/15/12!
FET 11/17/12: transferred 2, one 4B, one 4C. Beta 11/30:BFFN
moving on to DS
DIUI#1 2/18/13,50mg Clomid cd 3-7, Ovidrel trigger, Beta 3/4/13: BFN.
DIUI#2 3/19/13, 50 mg Clomid cd 3-7, Ovidrel trigger, Beta #1 (14dpiui) 4/2/13: BFP!!!! 150. Beta #2 4/4/13: 420 Beta #3 4/8/13: 2691. Beta #4 4/15/13: 15,086
1st u/s 4/8/13 shows one gestational sac
2nd u/s 4/15/13 shows yolk sac, fetal pole and early heartbeat
3rd u/s 4/25/13: measuring right on track. Heart rate 148 bpm
A/S 7/22/13: IT'S A BOY!!
PAIF/SAIF Always Welcome
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As far as YH goes, MH was similar in the beginning. Talking to the psychologist together really opened his eyes. Do you have to go to a psychologist for your DE cycle? If not, I'd still recommend it. It was extremely helpful!
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Me (32) DH (36) - Finding our way to baby #1
Me: POF/DOR - AMH <0.16, heterozygous c677t MTHFR, insulin resistant and gluten intolerant
DH: Severe MFI
12/2/11 - IUI #1- BFN
8/1/12 - IVF #1 - Zero response from max stims (600iu intramuscularly)
My ovaries are just for decoration
12/6/12 - Adopted five embryos that had been frozen for over ten years!
2/11/13 - DEmbryo FET #1 Thawed four, sadly two didn't survive. Transferred two beautiful blasts.
2/16/13 - First BFP of my life @ 6dp5dt! EDD 10/30/13
3/27/13 - After beta and u/s hell, no heartbeat ever detected. D&C at 9w1d.
6/5/13 - Adopted four new embryos that had been frozen for seven years!
9/12/13 - DEmbryo FET #2. Thawed and transferred two beautiful blasts
9/17/13 - BFP @ 5dp6dt! EDD 05/31/14
9/29/13 - m/c @ 5w1d.
11/19/13 - DEmbryo FET #3. Thawed and transferred one blast from each batch. Wow!
11/23/13 - BFP @ 4dp6dt! EDD 8/7/13
Beta #1 @ 13dp6dt - 522 Beta #2 @ 16dp6dt - 1373
6w5d ultrasound showed one perfect baby with a beautiful heartbeat of 134bpm!
Snowflake baby is a girl!
Our beautiful Snowflake girl arrived on July 22, 2014!
My embryo adoption blog: Wishing on a Snowflake
What Liz said.
I have also done a ton of research on this one and I know a few DE kids IRL. Pretty much everyone agrees the children should grow up knowing their special story. Today families are created in a number of different ways and it's their right to know their story. Secrets in families are toxic and when they eventually come out it will be a horrible event. This is a really good resource: https://www.pved.org/disclosure.html
It took a while for DH to come around to this. He really wanted to protect the kid(s) from all possible negative feelings but as the article points out, that's just unrealistic.
They never said I have to see a psychologist yet so who knows. I would like to go to one anyways so we gotta set that up.
One of the requirements to do DE at my clinic was to meet with the Psychologist, and I am so glad that we did! She had example books that were written about ART to help children of different ages understand how much they were wanted and how many different ways families come to be. If we ask our child "when did you first learn that you were conceived using DE?"......we want his/her answer to be "I've always known."
I posted a similar question on my blog a few weeks ago and one of my readers posted this beautiful book she had made when they adopted their baby girl. I thought it was perfect and plan to do one very similar.
https://www.rcolbertreport.com/2013/02/es-adoption-book.html
************ Signature/Ticker Warning ************
Me (32) DH (36) - Finding our way to baby #1
Me: POF/DOR - AMH <0.16, heterozygous c677t MTHFR, insulin resistant and gluten intolerant
DH: Severe MFI
12/2/11 - IUI #1- BFN
8/1/12 - IVF #1 - Zero response from max stims (600iu intramuscularly)
My ovaries are just for decoration
12/6/12 - Adopted five embryos that had been frozen for over ten years!
2/11/13 - DEmbryo FET #1 Thawed four, sadly two didn't survive. Transferred two beautiful blasts.
2/16/13 - First BFP of my life @ 6dp5dt! EDD 10/30/13
3/27/13 - After beta and u/s hell, no heartbeat ever detected. D&C at 9w1d.
6/5/13 - Adopted four new embryos that had been frozen for seven years!
9/12/13 - DEmbryo FET #2. Thawed and transferred two beautiful blasts
9/17/13 - BFP @ 5dp6dt! EDD 05/31/14
9/29/13 - m/c @ 5w1d.
11/19/13 - DEmbryo FET #3. Thawed and transferred one blast from each batch. Wow!
11/23/13 - BFP @ 4dp6dt! EDD 8/7/13
Beta #1 @ 13dp6dt - 522 Beta #2 @ 16dp6dt - 1373
6w5d ultrasound showed one perfect baby with a beautiful heartbeat of 134bpm!
Snowflake baby is a girl!
Our beautiful Snowflake girl arrived on July 22, 2014!
My embryo adoption blog: Wishing on a Snowflake
That was a cute idea.
MH is so hard to talk to. We really haven't had this discussion yet. I'm sure we will tell him/her early on but is anyone NOT telling pp that they used DE? Not sure what MH thinks about this. Only a few know...
I assume pp might think we did some form of treatment of my age? Idk....
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
I plan to include their embryo picture, a pic of the positive hpt and basically how excited we are to meet them. I want to put ultrasound pics, letters to them about all of the things we hope to do with them, ect. The book will emphasize how very badly they were wanted and how much they are loved as well as begin to introduce the way they were created.
Btw, I understand not everyone is comfortable being open and I respect there are not black and white answers.
These are very difficult and personal decisions and I feel everyone needs to do what is best for their family.
Me (32) DOR, elevated NK Cells/ 2 copies of MTHFR mutation/ MH (35) azoo/high DFI (TTC#1 since 2009)
IVFs#1-4: (4/10-2/12) all BFN
Surprise Bfp (9/11) - c/p
DS IUI#1-2 (9/12, 10/12) - BFN
DS IVF: (11/12) - BFN
DE/DS IVF#1: (10/13) - 2 day 3 embies transferred-BFFN
FET of 2 day 6 blasts: (12/13) - c/p
DE/DS IVF #2: (4/14) - 1 day 5 blast transferred...BFFN...again.
FET 5/14: 1 day 5 hatching blast transferred...another BFFN
Repeat SHG 6/14-normal / Endometrial Receptivity Array biopsy 7/14-Receptive Uterus
New RE, additional testing reveals elevated NK Cells
FET of 1 day 5 blast (RE recommends transferring 1 due to elevated NK cells) with lovenox, steroids & intralipids in October
While I feel it's very important to inform the child at an early age, I'm also a bit concerned about privacy and not wanting the whole world to know that we used DE's to conceive our (hopefully future) children. At least that's where it gets hairy for me...wanting to be open with my child but somehow relaying to them that they don't need to disclose it to everyone they meet, as sometimes young children have no filter (LOL). Maybe it's my own hang-up, but I feel strongly that not everyone in my life needs to know, so how do you strike the balance with your child (being open and honest) yet also relaying the sense of privacy (vs. secrecy) about their conception?
I don't know if other hetero couples feel this way...for example, I would think it is somewhat easier for same sex couples to explain the process, as it is just a medical fact that you need an egg and sperm for conception, so it would be a given that a donor would be needed. That said, I would think that regardless of sexual orientation, the parent without the genetic link may face similar issues, when discussing the donation process.
Me: AMA, DOR, undetectable AMH, carrier of SMA, MTHFR homozygous C677T, high cytokines, low IGg B cells, Factor XIII V34l mutation, High Anti-Phosphatidylethanolmine, borderline hypothyroid and mildly insulin resistant.
MH: No known issues, aside from MTHFR.
Recommendations from RI: LIT, Humira, IVIG, Lovenox, Baby Aspirin, Folic Acid, Low-dose synthroid and Metformin.
Currently taking: Pre-Natal vitamins, Foltanx, Low-dose synthroid and Metformin.
When cycling also taking: Baby Aspirin, Lovenox, Humira and IVIG.
TTC since 7/11/09..with medical intervention starting in 2010, including 4 failed IVF's and 6 failed IUI's...only "success" was a chemical pregnancy in 11/2012 (credited to use of DE).
FET #1 (11th cycle) on 8/23/13 = BFN.
FET #2 (12th cycle) Transfer of last two (day 6) donor egg blasts on 1/22/14 = BFP, EDD = 10/10/14 (please stick little BOY!)
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