First off, thanks for all of the support ladies. I really needed that & you have no idea how much all of your kind words helped me.
I have been able to be super productive yesterday and last night to really get a handle on all of the work stuff, and so I feel like I am leaving them in a good place for next week. Plus, I had a sitter (HS neighbor kid) take the kids to the park for an hour yesterday evening so I was able to get everything laid out and we are almost packed for vacation, so I am feeling pretty good about leaving tomorrow. DH got home early from his business trip last night, helped run point on the kids, and I got a pedicure. Heaven. Oh yeah, and I had our first U/S for this pregnancy this morning and the baby is growing perfectly and and we saw the flickering heart beat and the arm and leg buds.
For any of the other mommas that are feeling the same way as I was--take it one day at a time. Focus on one thing, knock it out as best you can, don't look back, and move along. We are stronger than we think we are!
Re: Update to my "failing" post earlier this week