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Success after IF
OceanBreeze1
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I'm so sad. IF sucks.
OceanBreeze1
member
I'm so emotional.
I feel like such a failure. Went back to the RE just now to jump into cycling for TTC2. Upon reviewing my past and such, our dx changed from mfi, poor morphology, to oliogomenorreah, sp.
Meaning it's all me, which I've honestly felt from the beginning. I have several symptoms or effects from pcos, minus the multiple follicles.
Which is all fine and good since iui and injects worked for us before. I am just sad that I'm back at the RE and sad that it's a rush because dh needs to start his meds for RA.
And then there's the money involved, too. Argh. I know I'm lucky, and hopeful this will work, but I'm just sad.
I hate IF.
I feel like such a failure. Went back to the RE just now to jump into cycling for TTC2. Upon reviewing my past and such, our dx changed from mfi, poor morphology, to oliogomenorreah, sp.
Meaning it's all me, which I've honestly felt from the beginning. I have several symptoms or effects from pcos, minus the multiple follicles.
Which is all fine and good since iui and injects worked for us before. I am just sad that I'm back at the RE and sad that it's a rush because dh needs to start his meds for RA.
And then there's the money involved, too. Argh. I know I'm lucky, and hopeful this will work, but I'm just sad.
I hate IF.
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Re: I'm so sad. IF sucks.
IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN
IUI#3 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP!
beta #1 11/23 = 270, P4 = 75
beta #2 11/28 = 2055
Our daughter E was born 7/29/2012!
Surprise, our 2nd daughter P was born 5/22/14!
Please be kind to yourself. Remember when you thought it was mfi? You didn't blame YH did you? You were kind to him and knew that this wasn't his fault. Please be that kind to yourself. It's not your fault. There is no blame. It just is and it just sucks.
IUI#2 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 5-9) = BFN
IUI#3 Femara/Ovidrel (cd 3-7) = BFP!
beta #1 11/23 = 270, P4 = 75
beta #2 11/28 = 2055
Our daughter E was born 7/29/2012!
Surprise, our 2nd daughter P was born 5/22/14!
Thanks, ladies! I'm sure I'll be fine tomorrow; things just got "real" for me today. So, onward!
Thank you. I appreciate it. You're right; there is no blame. Just having one of those days where I just feel like I can't do anything right, kwim? I know it's not my fault and really, I'd much rather it be on me anyway, lol.
Dude, I'm not even on the meds yet and I'm already emotional! I should probably ban myself from posting when I start the injects, lol. ;P
Unexplained Infertility
After two Clomid cycles, three injectable IUI cycles, two IVFs, two miscarriages, and one lap surgery, IVF #2 has brought us our little boy!
TTC #2
After months of being postponed or cancelled, FET #1.3 (Natural FET) brought us twin girls!
Hugs. Maybe with a plan from the RE, things will start to feel better.
FUIF!
Me-36, Unexplained Infertility, DH-35, all clear
Clomid 50mg 12/2011 = BFN
Clomid 100mg 1/2012 = BFN, with Cyst
IVF #1 Lupron/Menopur/Gonal-f/HCG Trigger
ER 4/19/12 = 11 retrieved, 6 fertilized,
ET 4/22/12 = 2 transfered (day 3), remaining 3 weren't good enough to freeze
Beta 5/3 = BFP, 87 Beta #2 5/7 560.9 Beta #3 5/9 1376.5 First u/s One Baby, 125bpm!
Second u/s, 176bmp! Kicked over to the OB by the RE at 8w. Team Green!!
IF really sucks. But I
you and I'm here for you, anytime. You know that.
A+S | Met 8/24/06 | Married 9/27/08
Started TTC 12/2008 | dx PCOS 5/2009
6 failed clomid/femara/TI cycles, 1 failed clomid/ovidrel/IUI cycle
Successful Cycle: 5/12/11 - 1000mg Metformin + 100mg Clomid(late response) + TI = BFP
2/13/12 - We proudly welcomed our daughter, Hadley Teresa!
Lots of Luck to all of 3T/IF
And thank you, firewife. It means a lot.
2 years, 2 surgeries, 2 clomid fails, 2 IUIs, 1 loss, IVF #1 - 10/25/10 = BFP!, DS is now 3.5yrs!
TTC #2 - 6/12 surgery #3, FET #1 & 1.2 = BFN, 12/2012 FET #2 = BFP! DD is 1.5 yrs!
Surprise! 12/16/14 BFP, loss #2 12/31/14
I can't wait for the "im getting a divorce" post in 5 years or so because your husbands were fed up with your disgusting chair asses from playing on the knot all day and getting fired 4-5 times for not doing any work. you guys are all winners!! ~ Laur929