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Difficult morning

It broke my heart this morning thinking that just last week I woke up and everything was normal.  The cramping didn't start until later in the day.  I have a feeling tomorrow will be harder :(

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  • I'm sorry your having a difficult morning. I found that for me during the first month, every Saturday was like a gut punch.. Once we hit the one month mark that began to subside a bit but every time the 12th of the month rolls around I'm a mess. Sending love & light your way ((hugs))
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    {{HUGS}} The first few months are by far the most difficult.  Take it minute by minute if you have to.  You'll figure out your way to cope over time.


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  • It was hard for me to look at pictures for a while too where I was pregnant, because she was safe then. The first few months can be very surreal. Every anniversary or meaningful date are also hard. A lot of times the anxiety is worse than the actual day, but it just sucks that we even have to face these kinds of dates.
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    I remember feeling that way, too. The first week after losing Devon, all I could think was, "Just two days ago, he was fine." Or "Just a week ago, he was fine." It took awhile to stop looking at the days like that. It definitely sucks. *hugs*


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  • Totally relate. The first month is hard. Take it moment to moment. Saturdays don't bother me as much anymore, but the 2nd of each month is still hard. I still count the weeks (I'm sure I will for a while) she should be 13 weeks old tomorrow, and I think about what she would be doing.


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  • I'm so sorry you had a tough day today. Today was 2 weeks for me so I know what you mean.
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  • I had a hard time with Fridays for almost the whole first year. I played that day over and over in my head. Please know you are not alone and I am so sorry!

    Thinking of you,


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