One of those days (m/c & child mentioned)

chickyclg · May 2013

Basically last year my best friend and I found out we were pregnant 1 week apart. A few weeks later we lost our angel due to a non-devoloping heartbeat. This past October, on my due date, she had her daughter (my god-daughter). I love her so much, but I have never been able to hold her or think about her without thinking of the "what ifs". I know its bad but some things you just can't help. Well I got a video today of her crawling for the first time, and while I'm really happy and a proud god-mother, it also breaks my heart.

scbedi · May 2013

I am so sorry for your loss and for rough days like today! I can't imagine what you must be going through!

BabyDustWish · May 2013

wrapping my cyber arms around you and squeezing you as hard as I can

ChristineM81 · May 2013

I'm so sorry for your loss and that you are having a difficult time. I had a loss as well and my due date is fast approaching in 2 weeks and I have found myself increasingly sad and sensitive to reminders. It is such a hard process to deal with the "what ifs". I know I find myself stuck in the "it just isn't fair" mode more often. Hugs to you!

Toriables · May 2013

I wish I could give you a big hug right now. We all have those days and I'm so sorry for your loss.

RunCC37 · May 2013

I'm sorry for your loss and it must be so bittersweet having your god daughter as a reminder. :::hugs:::

shelbeans82 · May 2013

I'm so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how difficult this must be for you. ((Hugs))

GermanGirl2007 · May 2013

I am so sorry.

That sounds like it would be very difficult to cope with. Being happy for your friend and grieving your loss at the same time must be really hard. ((Hugs))