I called foster and adoptive services to apply to be a foster parent almost 2 weeks ago and they said if I didn't hear from a recruiter in a few days to call back. I called Monday so waited until Friday. They said wait until after the holiday weekend and now it is Thursday. I know 2 weeks is nothing but I am so excited to start the process and I am feeling so rejected and like I am sitting on my butt while kids who need me are just sitting in the system.
All I want is to vent to H and him say "I am frustrated too, I want this to happen as well." But all he says is "stop rushing, be patient." AF is due so I think I am just really emotional right now. Sorry for this rant when I know you all have probably been waiting years. I just needed somewhere to vent. I have helped 4 couples start families (egg donation, I didn't give up my children) I feel like now it's my turn to get something. I know I am so blessed to have a wonderful beautiful son but I just want more kids to know love and kindness.