CD1 Conversations with God

mindaa

I was feeling pretty positive and hopeful this month, which made AF even less welcome today. A binge on baked goods was followed by a tearful, frustrated freakout, where I said something along the lines of, ?seriously God, if you want me to have a kid, give me a kid, if not, give me closure and let me move on with my life. Because I?m pretty happy with it, except for this part where I turn into a sad, lonely, emotional wreck every month.?

Later in the evening in the middle of my trail run, I found myself at the top of hill at sunset - in other words, the perfect place to let God get a Word in edgewise; ?Remember, I?M not the one who steals your joy and destroys your dreams. I bring life, and I am the one who WILL give you this desire that I have placed on your heart.?

So, Amen to peace and release from sadness, to His perfect timing and to telling DH we get to keep trying.

HeathernSteven

I totally get the let me have it or let me move on sentiment. I wish you strength and good luck!! Its a brand new cycle with endless possiblitites.

Jacque Sills

mindaa:

I was feeling pretty positive and hopeful this month, which made AF even less welcome today. A binge on baked goods was followed by a tearful, frustrated freakout, where I said something along the lines of, ?seriously God, if you want me to have a kid, give me a kid, if not, give me closure and let me move on with my life. Because I?m pretty happy with it, except for this part where I turn into a sad, lonely, emotional wreck every month.?

Later in the evening in the middle of my trail run, I found myself at the top of hill at sunset - in other words, the perfect place to let God get a Word in edgewise; ?Remember, I?M not the one who steals your joy and destroys your dreams. I bring life, and I am the one who WILL give you this desire that I have placed on your heart.?

So, Amen to peace and release from sadness, to His perfect timing and to telling DH we get to keep trying.

Beautifully spoken, Mindaa.....sounds like you are on the right track.

Many blessings to you and your soon to be family!

ksgsmu

I know it is hard... I have many of those same conversations with God... He can take it

Geekywife

As I have been told many times in the last month, God's timing is his alone and he makes plans that will go into action at the right time. God laughs as man plans.

I am glad you had a great run with such a wonderful outcome.