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XP: Happy

shandorfml2shandorfml2 member
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Hello ladies,

For anyone who's been following me on crazy train, I've been waiting for CD1 for a looong time. 11 weeks actually, since my daughter was stillborn on March 2nd. No AF in sight, and I was really frustrated. Yesterday we laid my daughter to rest. It was really, really hard, but a beautiful day. We did a balloon release, and each left her a pink rose with prayers/thoughts. Then we put a pretty pinwheel and butterfly on her grave. 

Then this morning, woke up with AF. I think it makes a lot of sense. I needed to "let go" in some sense, and lay my daughter to rest before my body could move on. It's been a crazy and horrible 11 weeks, but I see the sunshine (and rainbow) ahead and I feel pretty darn happy.

Thanks for listening :) 

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  • NoetholaNoethola member
    Sounds like a beautiful service! Hope the healing continues.
    Lilypie - (qptF)


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  • HullGutHullGut member
    I am glad you had such a beautiful way to honor her. I am glad AF has returned!
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  • bunnybun4bunnybun4 member

    so glad that your service went well and your body is returning to normal. 

    your services sounded really, really sweet.  ((HUGS))

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