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I'm calling it

After an unhealthy amount of BFNs in the past several days (I decided to go with test early, frequently, and obsessively) I got a very, very faint but clear line on a wondfo.  The line on the FRER was so incredibly faint that I would say "nonexistent" or "transparent" are better describers.  DH did say he saw what I was seeing on the wondfo but he was still calling it a "no". I do not have the energy today to explain a line is a line.  He validated my crazy and confirmed that he could see a second line. 

Right now, I think odds are high that this will end up being a CP but, today, I am pregnant so please take me in and keep me here. 

Milestone #1 will be 5 weeks.

Milestone #2 will be 9 weeks.

Milestone #3 will be 20 weeks (I love you my sweet boy). 

To my lovely ladies on TTCAL - Thank you. Which isn't enough and will never be enough.  You have kept me sane, you have kept me hopeful, you have made me laugh, and you have made me cry. 

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    YAY! I am so happy to see you over here! Congrats! I hope you find an EXTRA sticky seat and get to stay here a long and boring 9 months!!!!
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    Yay bug!! I hope it's just really early and that's why it's so faint. I hope you have a boring H&H 9 months with your sticky baby.
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    Oh bug hugs!! Congrats lady! I'm sorry you don't feel confident yet but I'm hoping and praying this is your in-your-arms baby! 
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    Congratulations! I hope this is your sticky baby!
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    Hi Bug!!!! Yay!! I hope you get good beta news early to help your confidence out. We're here to help through those milestones. Welcome!
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    ISIHISIH member
    I'm a newbie TTCALer lurker. I'm pretty sure you've replied to a couple of my posts. Just wanted to say a big congratulations! I'm so happy for you! A line is a line :D x
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    Yay!!!! I'm so glad to see you here, bug!! Congratulations and I wish you a healthy and boring 9 months!


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    Congrats!

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    Oh bug hugs!! Congrats lady! I'm sorry you don't feel confident yet but I'm hoping and praying this is your in-your-arms baby! 

    Yes All of this ^ Congrats hon! T&Ps for a H&H!!

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    Oh bug! I so hope this is it!! Congratulations! Snuggle in! 
    MC 4/09 at 6w2d 
    Rainbow Jude 
    born: 12/31/09
    Pre-E Induction at 36w4d
    11 Day NICU stay due to GBS infection

    TTC#2 10/2010
    M/C: 4/09/11 5w
    CP: 12/26/2011 
    CP: 1/28/2012 
    MMC: 4/16/2012 at 11w2d 
    Ectopic: 6/25/2012 MTX 07/03/12
    CP 11/24/2012 
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    born: 9/11/13

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    Come here and let me put my arms around you!!!! 



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    YES!! I am so happy to see this! Congrats, Bug!! xoxo 


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    BFP#2 4/14/13 EDD 12/24/13 Please be our rainbow after the storm!
    Beta#1 @ 15dpo 274, P4 16.9 Beta#2 @ 18dpo 940!! Doubling time of 40 hours!! u/s @ 6w2d showed a beautiful HB of 120! u/s @ 10w1d HB 174!! Grow, LO Grow!! Found out 7/22 we are TEAM BLUE!!
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    FX you pass all those painful milestones and bring home a healthy rainbow in 9 mos! 

    Natural m/c Oct. 2005

    Dx: balanced translocation and LPD

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    BPF 02/19/12, EDD 10/31/12, natural m/c 02/28/12 (4w6d)

    IVF (BCPs starting 10/30/12, ER 11/18/12, 5dt of 1 beautiful, healthy embryo 11/23/12)
    BFP 12/02/12, u/s @ 6w,5d showed 2 HBs! Identical twins!!
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    (((lurking)))) Oh, I hope so much this is the one for you, Buggirl! Everything crossed that you find the stickiest of sticky seats here in PGAL. 
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    So happy to see you here.  Congratulations!
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    Yay congrats!
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    BFP #3 9/24/12, Missed m/c at 9w1d (baby measured 8w5d)

    BFP #2 9/23/10, healthy baby girl born med-free June 2011

    BFP #1 5/21/10, Missed m/c at 10w4d (baby measured 8wks), D&C 6/29/10
     
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    Hooray! Congrats!!!
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    I am so happy for you! Congrats! What a great graduation present.

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     BFN = IUI #1 (Clomid) | IUI #2 (Letrozole) 
    BFP #2 4/19/14 = IUI #3 (Letrozole)
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    Fingers crossed for you, bug!
    BFP #1 - Mango - 6/11/12, EDD 2/22/12 Natural MC 7/15/12
    BFP #2 - Nacho - 10/14/12, EDD 6/20/13, MMC 8 weeks, D&C 11/16/12
    All testing shows both H and I are perfectly normal. Baby Nacho had triploidy. 
    Back to normal business December 2012
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    I'm so hoping this is it for you Bug! I hope you have a very happy and healthy nine months!

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    Congratulations!
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    CONGRATS! I hope and pray that you have a very boring and healthy 9mo stay over here!  

    BFP#1 8/3/12~EDD 4/1/13~Natural M/C 9/1/12-9w6d 
    BFP#2 5/30/13~EDD 2/3/14~Confirmed CP 5/31/13
    7/12/13 Hysteroscopy & Lap Lysis of Adhesions
    1st Cycle on Clomid Aug '13: BFP#3 8/24/13~EDD 5/3/14
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    Congrats! I hope this is it for you!!
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    I hope this time is it for you!! Fx!!
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    Congrats sweetie.

    Wishing you a happy, healthy and boring 9 months.  

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    Congrats and welcome on board!! Many sticky vibes headed your way!! 
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    BFP #4: 05/23/12, EDD: 01/31/12, Early MC at 5 wks

    RPL Workup: + LPD (7DPO Prog = 7.8, Endometrial Bx = out of phase)
    Elevated Alpha 2-glycoprotein IgA and antiphosphatidylserine IgM -->
    Hematologist said not to worry and no need for treatment!

    Dx: LPD
    Cycle #1(08/2012): Clomid 50 mg CD3-7, Ovidrel CD13 + Progesterone = It worked!
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    Congrats Bug!!! I hope this baby is your rainbow baby.
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    Yay! Congrats!

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    BFP #1 5/13/12 * EDD 1/24/13 * MC at 7 wks 4 days on 6/11/12
    BFP #2 5/13/13 * Current EDD 1/23/14

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    Congratulations! FX for an h&h 9 months!
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    So happy to see this! I hope this is it for you Bug!

    *huge squishy hugs*

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    BFP#1 1/31/12, EDD 10/6/12 Harrison Gray born sleeping @ 18w6d. You changed our lives little guy.
    BFP#2 EDD 10/29/13, C/P 2/25/13, Bye little Ish, we barely got to know you.
    BFP#3 EDD 12/21/13, Baby Boots born 11/23/13 My rainbow baby!
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    Oh Bug! So happy to see this post! Crossing everything for you!
    TTC #1 since 6/08. Cycle #6 - BFP 12/22/08, EDD 9/3/09, DD 8/14/09 at 37w1d
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    BFP #2 - 8/31/11, EDD 5/10/12, M/C 9/23/11
    BFP #3 - 3/4/12, EDD 11/14/12, CP 3/11/12
    BFP #4 - 5/9/12, EDD 1/19/13, CP 5/11/12
    BFP #5 - 8/22/12, EDD 5/5/13, CP 8/24/12
    IVF#1 - January 2013 - EPP/Antagonist - 7R, 3M, 2F, 3dt of 2 8-cell embies
    BFP #6 - 2/3/13, EDD 10/15/13, DS 9/18/13 at 36w1d
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    Congratulations Bug!!!!!!! I wish you nothing but the very very best! Grow baby grow!
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    Bug!!! This is so exciting and I hope you're wrong about it ending in CP!!! Wishing you a happy and healthy uneventful nine months!!!

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    BFP #1 October 2008 | m/c Thanksgiving weekend | November 2008 | 7 weeks 2 days
    BFP #2 February 2009 | m/c March 2009 | 4 weeks 3 days
    Testing on mom and dad for possible reasons all came back normal.
    BFP #3 8/4/2009 | DD born 3/28/10 @ 38 weeks
    BFP #4 5/13/11 | m/c 6/15/11 | 8 weeks 6 days
    BFP #5 2/13/13 | CP 2/19/13 | 4 weeks 
    BFP #6 3/21/14 | Heard the HB on 4/16 | m/c 4/21/14 | 9 weeks
    Testing results all returned normal and baby was a GIRL.
    More testing on mom and dad for other issues all returned normal results.
    BFP #7 10/15 | DS born 6/4/16 @ 36 weeks 
    BFP #8 9/28/17 AHHH!!!  |  EDD 6/6/18

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    Congratulations!!!

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    BFP#2-4/23/13 EDD-01/02/14 baby BOY born 12/31/13 Michael Cameron <3

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    Congratulations! Wishing you a very happy and healthy 9!!

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    So happy!!!!! Praying and everything crossed that this is it for you!!!! XOXOXOX

    dream 1 CAME TRUE 2.13.2010


     <dream 2> 12.2011


     2.10.12 : 4 weeks


    6.17.12 : 10 weeks


    10.10.12 : 4 weeks, 6 days


    12.13.12 : 9 weeks, 1 day


    4.6.13 : 4 weeks, 4 days


    10.27.13 : 5 weeks, 6 days


    4.2.14 (IVF #1) : 4 weeks, 1 day


    6.19.14 : IVF #2 Negative


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    FX!!!!!!!

    Congrats Bug!

    BFP#4 3/17/14 - rainbow Baby BOY arrived 11/10/14 !!

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    EKGibsEKGibs member
    Congrats!!!!!!!
    TTC since 4/28/07
    Diagnosed w/ endometriosis 12/2010 Laproscopic surgery & 6 months of Lupron
    BFP 12/17/2011,EDD 8/23/12,ectopic discovered 12/29/11 at 6 weeks recieved methotrexate
    Dec '12 HSG & ultrasound showed abnormalities & more endo. Laproscopic surgery in January '13 showed significant damage & scar tissue from Endo. IVF is our best shot to concieve our rainbow.

    June '13 Decided to go the adoption route!

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    Congrats! :) *hugs* I really hope this is it for you Hun.
    BFP#1 9/28/2012 - EDD 6/3/2013 - MMC discovered 11/21/2012 @ 12w2d - D&C 11/24/2012
    BFP#2 4/4/2013 - Born at 37w3d on 11/26/13 via emergency c-section
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