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BrittianyM

Hi ladies,

I don't know where to start. We just lost our sweet angel on May 9, 2013. She was born on Feb 17, 2013. Brooke was only 11 weeks old. I had just went back to work for 4 days when this happened. We believe is was SIDS but have to wait till the offical report.

She was being watched by my BFF while I was working. My BFF is a wonderful mother of 2 little boys. We have known eachother since the 9th grade.

Brooke was a very happy healthly baby. That morning when I dropped her off, I told her how much I love her and tha I would be thinking about her every moment of the day. I gave her lots of kisses. She smiled as I left.

I never let Brooke sleep on her tummy but I didn't feel it needed to be said. I trusted my BFF's mom insticts. She laid her down for her nap on her tummy. According to what I know, Brooke passed away very soon after being put down for her nap.

I am not sure how to live without our little girl. She was our everything! All I want to do is hold her. I wasn't even done BFing her. We had her memorial service on my first Mother's Day. I was so scared during my pregnancy that I was going to lose her. Who knew I would be right.

I prayed every night that God would keep her safe and here with us. Every morning I would thank him for another day with her. That morning I prayed that he would watch over her but left out the part about keeping her here with us. I know he is watching over her but I wanted to do that for the rest of my life.

There were so many nights as I was putting her to bed that I would just be thinking about how my life was great and it couldn't get any better. I had everything I could have ever asked for. Now it is gone.

Thanks so much for reading this and I am very sorry for your losses. No one should ever have to lose a child no matter when it happens.

Heatherhah

I am so so sorry for the loss of your sweet Brooke!! I am so sorry that you have to join us we are all here when and if you need us. Hugs!!

Heather

lolee465

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I'm so very sorry for the loss of your sweet baby girl, Brooke. I wish there was something I could say that would help to comfort you. You're not alone and we'll be here for you whenever you need us. I will be keeping you and your family in my prayers. Big ((hugs))

Shamylb

Your family is definitely in my prayers. Losing our babies is the saddest thing someone can experience. I truly hope u find strength & support during this time.

jess123456

Huge hugs to you. I am so very sorry for the loss of your sweet baby girl. Please know that you have come to a very supportive and understanding place filled with amazing ladies. We are always here for you. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

fluttergirlmoonchild79

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I'm so very sorry for the loss of your precious Brooke.  My son was 5 weeks and 1 day old when we lost him.  We were sure it was going to be SIDS and ended up being RSV.  I think there's a different aspect of losing a child when you got to bring them home and do what I call "mommy things" for them and with them.  If you ever want to talk, feel free to PM me.  I'm sorry we have to meet like this but I'm glad you found this group.  We're all here for you.

HullGut

I'm so sorry. It's just not right that she's not here. It's such a sudden loss of joy in life and you feel so empty. It's just not fair. I will be thinking of you and praying for you.

meli1025

I am so sorry for the loss of your baby girl, Brooke.  I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.  So many ((hugs)). 

angelsnight

I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet Brooke, my heart just breaks for you.  You and your family will be in my prayers.  I am so sorry you have to be here, but the ladies here are amazingly supportive.  Huge hugs to you.

Noethola

I am so very sorry for your loss of Brooke! Wish I could give you real hugs.

JessicaG220

I am so, so sorry for your loss of your baby girl. I can only imagine what you must be going through. We lost our baby girl, Ava, at 30 weeks. I pray that you will find the strength to get through this.

pottermommy

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I am so sorry for the loss of your precious little girl Brooke. 

My angel's middle name is Brooke, she was 19 months old when she passed away.  I wish I could pull you into my arms and hug you close. 

This road is long, and rocky but you aren't alone.  I hope you find comfort, peace and understanding here.   

 

MrsZ816

I'm so sorry for your loss and that you have to be here. I hope this board will bring you comfort and make you feel less alone. You will be in my prayers. 

lrichmond86

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I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet girl. There is nothing that can be said that will take away the pain of that kind of loss. I hope that you find support from the wonderful ladies on this board. T and p for you and your family.

Carolee

I'm so sorry for the loss of your precious Brooke.  It breaks my heart you're here, but welcome.

oliversmom03

I am so very sorry for your loss. I lost my Henry at 19 days and I don't get it bc he was sitting in his swing. Please if you need to speak to someone please PM me. My heart goes out to you and your family. 

shandorfml2

I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet little Brooke! My baby would be 11 weeks old on Sat. I'm so sorry this happened, what a tragety. I'm sending you tons of love and hugs!!!

tuscanbride2007

I am so very sorry for the loss of your sweet baby girl, Brooke and sorry to welcome you here. Thoughts and prayers to you and your family.

((HUGS))

BrittianyM

How do you private mssg people on this board? Sorry, maybe a dumb question but I have never done it.

 

Also, thank you mama's for all of your responses.

pottermommy

BrittianyM:

How do you private mssg people on this board? Sorry, maybe a dumb question but I have never done it.

 

Also, thank you mama's for all of your responses.

On the bottom right of their comment there is a button that says contact, click it and then click send private message and it will pop up.

 

To check your own just scroll all the way down to the bottom of the page and on the left it says my boards, the first option under that is check private messages and that's how you see them.

FWIW it doesn't really notify you if you get a PM so if you send one to someone you may want to put a post or comment out to tell them to check it